welcome to renz' blog ^^

this is mylife.
and my style.
At first I may seem shy,
but once you truly get to know me,
you will see my true colors.
so, here . . .
i will retell every single day of my life.
every moments.
whether it's happy or sad.
i only want to share my life wif u.
happy to noe u, fellas.
happy to noe u, my prince.
n happy to noe u, my GOD. ^^
have fun in here.
gracias!
n............adios~
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Thursday, December 18, 2008

lampung.18.12.08

.shit.
.kesel.
.taikk.
.babi.
.ngepet.
.asu.
.asshole.
.damn.
.bastard.

mgkn kaliian mua gag akn tw sp yg lg g kata2in.
tp x ini g cm isa mendem ini sendirian.
g lg kesel ma si dia.
si dia yg gag isa g kac tw k kalian.
sorry! g cm gag mw ini jd masalah.

brengsek abiz tuh co.
juz a big liar!
kampret!
g xxxxxxx mampus lo!

Thursday, December 11, 2008

back to home sweet home ^^

horeeeeee...
ul smstr dahh lewat!
soooo...happie!!!
hr ini senang puooll~~~
si erwin bedul jg blk indo!
ahahahha
walopun dy k plmbg dlo
gpp dehh
yg pntg kn tar lge g isa ktemu dy!
yess!!!! XD

bsk g mu blk lpg nie..
mami...papi....kgn kaliaann..
tmn2kuuu.....kangen kalian jg... :):):)
liburan x ini bkal seru bgt nie pzt!
uhuy!
bye2 my lappy... miss u. ^^
bye2 my morol...miss u too... ^^

Sunday, December 7, 2008

snow



Saturday, December 6, 2008

praise The Lord!

ru plg dr gereja nie..
kotbah romo hr ini ngena bgt d hati g..
ad ank2 yatim piatu jg dtg..
d tny2 sm romo,
n 1 ank co blg dy gag pny papa mama lg.
papa mama na uda meninggal.
n dy um prnh kenal sm ortu dy.
n dy drawat sm paman na..
smpe akhirna d krim k panti asuhan.
ank itu blg klo dy pgn bgt punya papa mama,
sm spt umat2 yg laen na,
cm dy gag menyesal uda dlahirkan sptna
kurang kasih sayang dr ortu
seenggakna mereka masih pny tmn2 d panti,
byk org2 yg dg sukarela, dg tulus n ikhlas mw merawat mereka.
abiz ank co itu,
dtg lge 1 ce n 1 co.
yg ce pny suara bgs bgt..
taon lalu dy prnh dtg jg k grj g n nyanyi,
co 1 lge bw gitar...
stlh itu yg ce nyanyi,
diiringi sm tmn na..
duhh aer mata seketika membasahi mata g
mpe penglihatan g kabur.
untung g isa nahan itu,
n g gag sempet menitikkan aer mata itu
kn malu d gereja
si ank ce nyanyi ttg rasa syukur atas yg ud dberi Tuhan
walopun dy dlahirkan tnp papa mama yg isa nemenin dy,
tp dy tetep isa hidup tegar.
huikss....pgn dehh pny dd angkat kyk mereka...
si romo jg ajak 1 keluarga diantara para umat untuk maju,
n bermain bentar sm dy.
tali rafia, 4 warna,disimpul jd satu.
masing2 dr mereka hrs milih warna kesukaan na
sang ayah milih blue, anak milih green, n the mother chose red.
sisa ny kuning, gag ad yg ambil,soalna yg maju cm 3.
dr situ dy jelasin,
klo dlm suatu RT, pzt akn selalu terdapat rintangan2,
krn sifat papa gag sm dg sifat mama,
n begitu pula sifat ank na.
klo digabung jd 1,
pazti akan menjadi lbh kuat hub na.
makanya papa sm mama sm anak2,
jgn mementingkan ego mereka masing2,
hrs slh mengalah deh satu sm laen.
n jgn ad perselingkuhan~
karena ktny 75% psgn d dunia ini melakukan perselingkuhan.
entah itu dr ce na to dr co na.
mkny jgn dehh ngelakuin hal itu.
krn akan berasa sakit. begituhh sih yg g inget.
hehehe
ad apa lg yahh.
oh yahh, romo ny friendly bgt,
pas salam damai, dy mpe salamin umat byk sekali,
syg g ddkna d tgh jd gag dp salaman.. ^^'
si romo jg ngasih bunga mawar k seorang kakek2 yg hadir pas misa td,
kakek itu usia ny ud 90 th,
n dy mac pny semangat utk prgi k grj!
omigosh! praise GOD!!
kakek itu pke tongkat kaki 4,
jd kaki dy ad 6 kata romo, bless him! ^^
didoain jg ma romo,
spy kaki ny dberikan kesembuhan
isa jln lge, karena muzizat itu nyata!
amiiinnn dehhh ^^
n di akhir misa,
romo ngajak qta semua untuk angkat tangan qta,
seolah2 qta memberkati org2 yg membutuhkan berkat,
qta jd tgn2 Tuhan pd saat itu,
n berdoa sm2 spy kehidupan qta akan jd lbh baik dr sblmna.
amiiiinnn lg...hehehe..
mgkn itu ajah yg isa g ceritain.
bsk ru lanjut lge deh.
nite...

Friday, December 5, 2008

everything's good todae! ^^

christmas flower..
i saw it at puri. so beautiful ^^
so i took the pic of it!
christmas sale ^^
TK-SD-SMP-SMA TEEQA gi pameran d puri..
location: starbucks puri.
movie i saw todae ^^
title: twilight
Starring: Kristen Stewart, Robert Pattinson, Peter Facinelli, Kellan Lutz, Elizabeth Reaser, Nikki Reed, Ashley Greene, Jackson Rathbone
Plot Outline: A teenage girl risks everything when she falls in love with a vampire.

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

online lg hr jumat

in the morning sunshine,
i wake up early,
i dont really mean to wake up so early
tat's bcoz my aunty didnt noe today i dont get to skool
1 free day vo tomorrow exam!
yes..yes...
bsk uda ul smstr nie....
dr hr kamis - kamis lge...
rada sebel sihh.
soalna jd lama..
kepotong libur sabtu,minggu,senen.
klo gag isa libur lbh lm lge dehh.hahaha
sptna mulai hr ini g hr ngumpulin smgt baru nie.
spy bsk n strsna g isa kerjain exam dg baik.
n g isa dp bgs. soalna NO REMEDIAL! =.=
senang jg nie..
erwin dh clce exam na...
semoga dia isa dp bgs mua dehh.
ud last smstr sihh..
n g tw dy dh berusaha mati2an,
bljr k lib,
bljr k hum tmn,bljr brg,
yaahhh yg pzt perjuangan dy bkal dbayar deh..^^
hmmm.
1 hal lg yg bkin g happie..
bntar lg ketemu erwin dehh ^^
dh des nie..
tgl 20an ud ktemu dy. :):):)
kangen na minta ampun dehh.
hufff~~~
want to be wif here forever~

Saturday, November 29, 2008

karya wisata n stuff

cottage gw. ;-p
bosscha
ciwalk
bus
gedung KAA

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

OFFLINE FOR A MOMENT

tmn2..
tgl 26-28 g gag ol yahh.
coz mu karya wisata k bogor-lembang-bandung.
so don't miss me key? LMAO~
The talks we've had are endless
they mean the world to me
you came in and changed my life
even though sometimes its hard to be happy.
You understand me very well when no one really does
I know you will never judge me
you will only give me love.
You've been there for me through ups and downs
helped me through life when I couldn't turn around
You've given me and ear to listen and cry to
I feel so lucky your in my life
Your one of my best friends
no doubt about that
No one would understandthe friendship we have.
We talk about everything from religion to guys
I will always feel luck your in my life
You've helped me through stuff with my mom and dad
I couldn't thank you enough for the advice you have
You mean the world to me and always will
you have become a big sister to me
and I wouldn't change that for the world.

Sunday, November 23, 2008

sahabat sejak SD-qooeee~~







Saturday, November 22, 2008

weekend

weekend....
yeeeyyy~~~~
tar siang g mu pg k TA.
mu shopping...
bli dress buat ultah tmn g next week. ^^
akhirna g ajah cindy deh
drpd gag ad tmn jln2... ^^
tp si erwin gag percaya gtuh
dy kira g mu ktemuan ma co.
hufff...u dare..~
oyahh,
si erwin brusan pg k kampus
mu bljr d lib.
skalian mam dsono...
dy tuhh yh klo gag dmarahin
klo g gag ngambek
dy gag akn mkn2.
bt dehh..
mkny td sempet adu mulut jg..
huhuhu
oya....
tgl belasan bln dpn g blk lpg!
tmn2 tgg g yahh.hehehe
tata blg dy mu red carpet tar dpn hum g
wkwkwkwk
duhh kgn ma tmn2 lpg
tar klo jd qta reunian yah guys...
dh lm..
reunian 3A!!!! brg bu anna jg lhoo..
lols.....
btw...
dah mu ul smstr.
doain g tmn2...
moga2 isa bljr dg baik
konsentrasi...
jd na dp bgs dehh
soalna gag ad remed tuh..
klo merah yh merah ajahh ktny.
huhuhuhu
erwin jg dah mu exam
dy malah exam dlo an.
hope all the best vo u hubby! ^^
jgn stress, dbawa santai ajahh atuh...
ad lg nie..
next week,
hr rabu,
g mu karya wisata k bogor,lembang,bandung.
asiikk2....XD
isa jln2 brg tmn2,
kpn lg cobaaaa...hihihi :):):)
truz ad wkt shopping na jg
pas hr terakhir ktnya
wowwww....
pgn cpet2 hr rabu dehh..
hahahaha
ok dehh sekian dlo.
mu off nie.
mu ntn tv...hohoho.
ciaoo~~~

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

recent exam score

aaaaaaaaaa...
dbagi 3 ul hr ini.
ekonomi : 65 (pas2an)
math: 87,5 (buat nutupin ul g selanjutanna yg dah g predict remed)
ing: 83 & 86. (not bad laaa~)
intinya,...g um isa dp nilai yg isa bkin g puas nie.
mst lbh rajin bljr lge.
nilai segitu mn isa dbanggakan yah..
mac kalah ma tmn2 yg laen.
yg laen jg pzt bkal lbh berusaha lge biar dp bgs
nah klo g cm segitu...?hufff...
dunno dehh~~~~

Monday, November 17, 2008

buy for me pls.. =P




lg naksir bgt ma sepatu2 ini...
ada yg berminat beliin g?
hahahaa...
itung2 hadiah natal nie...
bntar lg natal...
mom,dad,beliin donk...
kk, kuku, cici sepupu, n tmn2....
beliin donk..wkwkwk..
ngarep...XD

Saturday, November 15, 2008

just like a rose

And as I look into your eyes
I see an angel in disguise
Sent from God above
For me to love
To hold and idolise
And as I hold your body near
I'll see this month through to a year
And then forever on
Til life is gone
I'll keep your loving near
And now I've finally found my way
To lead me down this lonely road
All I have to do
Is follow you
To lighten up my load
You treat me like a rose
You give me room to grow
You shone the light of love on me
And gave me air so I can breathe
You open doors that close
In a world where anything goes
You give me strength so I stand tall
Within this bed of earth
Just like a rose
And when I feel like hope is gone
You give me strength to carry on
Each time I look at you
There's something new
To keep our loving strong
I hear you whisper in my ear
All of the words I long to hear
Of how you'll always be
Here next to me
To wipe away my tears
And now I've finally found my way
To lead me down this lonely road
All I have to do
Is follow you
To lighten up my load
You treat me like a rose
You give me room to grow
You shone the light of love on me
And gave me air so I can breathe
You opened doors I closed
In a world where anything goes
You give me strength so I stand tall
Within this bed of earth
Just like a rose
And though the seasons change
Our love remains the same
You face the thunder
When the sunshine turns to rain
Just like a rose
You treat me like a rose
You give me room to grow
You shone the light of love on me
And gave me air so I can breathe
You opened doors I closed
In a world where anything goes
You give me strength so I stand tall
Within this bed of earth
Just like a rose
You give me strength so I stand tall
Within this bed of earth
Just like a rose

Friday, November 14, 2008

end of week

fiuhh...finally....

berakhir jg mgg ini....

so tired aaa~

full of exams, from mon-fri.

next week will b more relax.

i get exama only on mon n fri.yeahhh..

n for so many times ady,,

finally today me n cindy attend our extracurricular.

KOLINTANG.....

hahaha. tp itu ajahh karena slh info.

as we heard, hr ini tuhh ambil nilai na...

ehh gag tw na mac mgg dpn...sigh..

tw gituhh bolos lg euyy...XD

akhirna ud isa pilih kamar buat karya wisata akhir bulan ini

g sekamar ma getta,cindy,fenni n ella.

wow...pzt bkalan begadang nie..

ngob mulu mpe pagi..hihihi :):):)

i'm going to tell u bout my todae's exam

civilization...

ssh bgt!!!!!!!gilaggg...PPKN koq dbuat ssh...sigh.

akhirna, agama g pun gag isa kerjain

dahh lupa mua..

KN jm pel pertama, agama kedua...

otak diforsir uiiyy...

daahh ahh..pgn dinner dlo....

fs lg error.jd gag isa ngapa2in jg..

c yaaa...^^

terrible

aaarggggggghh...

last nite was the most terrible nite i've ever had...

brantem ma kk g,hr ini g mu ul agama n KN.

mati ajahh dehh g.....

duhh God, berikan aq kekuatan yahh,

spy isa melewati hari ini dengan baik.

mata bengkak gara2 smlman nangis.

sigh............ T_T

buat erwin,

aq pgn cpet2 kul nie brg qmuhh.

dahh gag betah d indo,

dg situasi yg kyk begini mulu

brantem ma sodara ndiri lbh gag enk

dibandingin brantem ma tmn2.

huhuhuhu........

yd dehh, cm mu ngo it...

g hrs siap2 k skul.

wish me a HUGE luck guys....

amen.....

Saturday, November 8, 2008

happie bdae

gutten morgen everyone~ ^^
hr ini ultah kk g lhoo..
hehehe
happy birthdae buat kk g yg k 19!!!!!
moga2 u makin bae ma g yahh...
jgn jahat2 donk ma dd ndiri...
jgn kasar2 ngo na...
ubah sifat2 u yg jelek,ilangin itu mua,,
jgn lupa mendasarkan segala sesuatu ma Yesus!
we love u ko!!!!!!
jd anak yg berbakti ma ortu...
buat mereka bangga ma u..
keh!!!!! ^^
hr ini bonyok g jg dtg.
buat ngerayain ultah kk g,
plus ngurusin uni g.
mgkn bsk mu liet edufair lg kykna.
mpe eneg g...haizzzzz.....
anyway,mpe sini dlo yahh...
tar lanjut lge...
ohh happie dae ^^

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

anotha pajamas pic ;)




4 november 08

tahiikkk~~~

ul math hr ini g gag isa kerjain...huwaahhh.

entah np g menjadi bodoh lge...

n g menjadi bodoh pd saat ul math.

hahahaha

tp yd lha,g emank gag isa math. XD

oya, bsk gag jd ul geo lhoo.. yohooo~

happie... gag hrs bgt pagi utk bljr ^^

skrg gi ol d skul

dluar ujan lumayan deres.

mudah2an tar pas g plg skul dah reda.

kn saiia tidak mau kebasahan seperti waktu itu..lols.

errrmmm..
nieh g kac liet vto2 wkt ultah ella. ^^


Saturday, November 1, 2008

it supposed to be yesterdae i post dis blog.


today so many teachers at my skool didnt come to my class to teach.
most of them r "SMUKIEZ COMPETITION" 's committee.
so, badly, we all had to do all tasks which were given from them.
suckss... especially for social affairs task.
i did it 2 n half papers ady. OMG. wad a jerk........

oh,guys,
tell u wad,
today at skool i bought pajamas from my fella,judith.
hahaha
it's ony IDR 40.000. cool~
the colour is pink. myb u all r confused..
Y i buy tat pajamas? lols.
bcoz tomorrow i'm going to my close fren's sweet 17th bdae party
n u noe, the dc for her bdae is : PAJAMAS PARTY.
NO GOWN/DRESS SLEEPING CLOTHES.
so it means we hv to wear pajamas, which is includes the trousers.
ohhh man.... X(
n i going to use my " fur sandals " or in bahasa is " sendal bulu2"
hehehe. noo... i hv to say tat i really feel dissapointed when i hv to use it,
bcoz so sayang ma..~ it will bcome dirty.. wink wink *
hey erwin, i wanna tell u from here, tat tomorrow i oso will bring along my cinnamoroll's doll from u! hahaha. coz i dowan wanna lose u... fufufufu~

hmm..hmm...
oya... forgot to tell u....
i was DRUNK! lols.
DRUNK of energen!
there r free energen for todae at my skool.
so i take 2 cups of energen ady.
hufff.. my stomach bcomes hot~ ahahaha

hey.hey.hey.
after skool, me n cindy went to TA.hehehe
we skipped from extracurricular activity again...
hahaha.
i bought 1 bag for hang out liao~
METRO BIG SALE >< ohh i love SALE.
i love SHOPPING. hohoho
but unfortunately, i forgot to bring my debit card,
it's in my auntie's wallet. sobz*
so i cant buy ANNA SUI perfume...huwaaahh.
mom....so sad..... ;(

ok,
tat's all i can tell u for todae...
yohooo XD
lots of fun. lots of tired activity too.
adios~

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

perfect??

oh happie dae... ^^
duhh senanngg dehh hr ini
gag ad ap2... skool jg fine2 ajahh.
td jm pertama pak dono, bljr byasa
jm kedua, math, ul pertidaksamaan linear dbagi,
dp 85. ahaha.
bru dlm sejarah g math dp bgs gini...
dp 85 dahh seneng bgt nie.. @.@
yoooo ma meeennn~~~~ entar mlm makan ramennn~~~ hahaha
jam ketiga, pak dono lgeee... yahh ngebacot2 gag jelas jg. XD
next istirahat.
ist pertama....: wow....PEMPEK TIME....
asoooy... si fenni bawa pempek lge,
nykp na ru blk dr palembang.hihihi
kenyang puoolll~~~~
1 kelas bauuu cuka..hahaha
abiz ist,
pel pak bayuuu...cm pidato,
tp gag dp giliran. lalalala~
truz pel bu au, cm ngo hal2 yg tidak penting.....
dahh itu ist lge..
ist k dua g turun mam.duhh bnr2 bosen ma makanan canteen.
pdhl kantin ada 5. tp gag ad yg menarik nie.
cordon blue, ayam kremes, balado2, tek2, nasi + sayur pilih ndiri.
hahaha
kacoooo~dah pgn cpet2 lulus sma! lols.
biz ist, pel bu au lge. dy telat2 dtg na,
eh pas dtg cm kac soal,truz dy kluar lge..anehh =.=
pel bu rini, si bu SHITTEY,,,g sihh gag dgrin sm sx.
g kan dah benci abiz ma dy,.hehehe
bel ist ketiga dehh.
lgsg turun cari mai dll.
kan mu kac surporise kue k ocktylla. ^^
truz ad kue buat julio jg.
hr ini dckul g ad 3 org yg ultah,
ella, julio, gide. hahaha
rame bgt....
1 koridor lantai 4 kotoooorr mua.. wc jg..
pd peper2an..jorok! tp yg d t4 ella gag parah sihh.=.=
truz biz bel, lg jam pel pak bayu lg,
eh si ella dpanggil, gag tw sihh ma sp,
ktny dsrh bersihin koridor tuhh,
yg ultah n yg terlibat peper2an.wkwkwk
untung g cm korban, jd gag kena..lalala~
oya, jm pel si bayu yg satu ini,
g pidato lhow.. ahiakahiak...XD
ktny pidato g uda kyk ibu kepsek
tp nilai na not bad sihh. pak bayu blg. hehehe
pel terakhir, ms. evi.
bljr ing. define non defining. ahh gampang.
wkwkwkwk
sombong na g kluar.... =P
hr ini si BIRTHDAE GIRL pzt happie sekalii...
coz most of the teacher ngucapin happie bdae jg.
hehehe
happiebdae sekali lg yahh temankuwww ^^
love u~~~muachmuach....
owyahh,
hr ini gag jd k puri,
gara2 rambut g kena krim kue ultah...
begooogg bgt si pem2, pinka n piggy. ella jg nie...
meper2 k g... damn! tp yh gpp dehh,
hv fun ajahh hr ini.. hehehe
bsk gag ad ul pula..
wow... perfect dae...
cm gag buat erwin.
ktny sihh dy mac ckit leher na n lengan na...
cpet sembuh yahh lek.
aq gag isa senderan k qmuhh nie...
huhuhuhuhu....
love u win..
miss u damn much!

Saturday, October 25, 2008

SENTUH HATIKU~


SENTUH HATIKU
Jason

BETAPA KUMENCINTAI
SEGALA YANG T'LAH TERJADI
TAK PERNAH SENDIRI
JALANI HIDUP INI
SELALU MENYERTAI

BETAPA KUMENYADARI
DI DALAM HIDUPKU INI
KAU SLALU MEMBERI
RANCANGAN TERBAIK
OLEH KARENA KASIH

REFF :BAPA, SENTUH HATIKU
UBAH HIDUPKU MENJADI YANG BARU
BAGAI EMAS YANG MURNI
KAU MEMBENTUK BEJANA HATIKU
BAPA, AJARKU MENGERTI

SEBUAH KASIH YANG SELALU MEMBERI
BAGAI AIR MENGALIR
YANG TIADA PERNAH BERHENTI

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

FOR ERWIN FELLAS.

BUAT TMN2 ERWINNN,,

YG MU CHAT MA DY,

ERWIN GANTI EMAIL MSN.

TNY G JAHH GUYS.. :):)

MSN DY YG LAMA GAG ISA DBUKA,

DUNNO Y.

TQ.TQ.

buat teacher g

duhh,
buat pak bayuuu,,,
maav yahh pakk.
wkwkwwk
tadi saiia dan temen2 sempet gag ikut pel muwhh.
keasyikann maennnn..hohoho.
jgn marahh yoo pakkkk... XD
hidup cm sekali pakk..
sayangilah murid2mu tercantik ini.
yg bolos pel bapak murid2 cakep mua lg.
wahh.wahh...
hehehee
buat bu RN!
u'll be dead! itu kata F4.
hahaha
shittey! tahikkk!!!!
nilai g ancur gara2 g susulan ul sosio,
cm dp 65% dr nilai g yg 89.
fine!!!!!!
g gag akannn pernahh respect ma lo lg!
tahiiikk!!!!
inget tuhh!!!!
damn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, October 18, 2008

my bad score in mid semester...

Religion: 81,80

Pendidikan kewarganegaraan: 73,79

English: 67,78,65,83,87

Sports: 90,70

Indonesian: 83,92,80

History: 85,96,78

Math: 84,56,71

Geography: 84,85

Sosiology: 90,81,58 I'M GOING TO ASK MY TEACHER BOUT THIS SCORE!!!! SHIT!!!!

Economy+Econometry+Accounting: 65,81,80,81

Vocal: 81,85

Computer: 100,80,80

Chinese: 98, 97.5

Muatan Lokal: 75

skool on sat? oh no...=D

aarrgghh..

feel so bad....T_____T

last nite i was feel asleep when i prayed the novena.

damn it! GOD, forgive me.....

todae, i'm going to skool,

to take my skool report. ><

how is the score??

i think i dont get really good marks at economics n maths.

haizz... i hate numbers. counting. counting....

but i really love languages,

english, chinese, n indonesian fo sure.

well,

i'll tell u bout my score tonite.

hahaha.

c u....

Friday, October 17, 2008

WAY BACK INTO LOVE ;)


The World’s Most Beautiful
I’d give anything to see the sun set on the horizon,
I’d do anything to gaze at a full moon in the night sky;
Even a rainbow would make me smile,
And I’d love to swim in crystal clear waters
Of an untouched sea;
Sometimes I’ll see a shooting star,
And try to gaze from afar,
All the diamonds in the night sky;
The mist on the mountains is breathtaking,
As is walking in rainforest;
To see cascading waterfalls I’d do anything for,
As to stand on the highest peak in the world,
And look at the sights below;
I’d love to soar on wings above the clouds,
Across the bluest skies;
I’d do anything to see
All the beautiful things in the world,
Like a red rose blooming in the Sahara,
Like a river twisting through a dusty land,
All the beautiful things in the world;
But I also know I am looking at
The world’s most beautiful creation,
Every time you smile,
And every time I look into your eyes.

Monday, October 13, 2008

hv we broken up o not?

I don’t noe how to sae dis one.
Too sad to be spoken.
Too hurt to be felt.
Too egoistic to be covered.
Separation is sumthin I give the cold shoulder from the beginning.
If I went back to the first time we met,
our beginning, we smile, we laugh, we talk without end.
We thought tat there is no end for us to b brother-sister.
N oso to b boyfren-girlfren.
But if I realized wad is the situation now,
the condition is not the same at all.
All is gone. All is just BYE – BYE.
We juz boy fren-girl fren.
Hey! Where is the LOVE?
I even still dunno where it is.
Why is it – something I call it love – so hard to find?
For many times, 15 times ady i’ve been looking for love,
But it all ends in sorrow.
牵牵牵牵手, 一直坐到最后,我们开心的梦游。
But tat was juz OUR dream. Oh, maybe not OUR,
But MY dream. I’m juz a little dreamer.
Ms. Dreamer Renz. Hahaha
Is there any second change to fix these all?
分手。 。。分手。。。
为什么这一个字我那么简单说呢?
却好让你离开我。
情原谅我。 我怕说不出口。=‘)
I couldn’t count how much tears go down
from eyes to my lips yesterday.
U come n go sweetly.
Makes me don’t hv any single words to sae anymore.
我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给了承诺
却被时间扑了空
我知道我们都没有错
只是放手会比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里待續。。。
Mom, i haven’t told u about dis.
Later u’ll know it by urself.
Sorry mom, i pass up ur wish. L
U wish tat i didn’t change bf many times,
N try to walk on wad u called – MATURE LOVE –
Not easily break up.
In every problems, in every polemic,
N in every dilemma, me n him, hv to solve it temperate.
Tat’s wad she said to me last time. Hahaha.
I still, AGAIN n AGAIN, can’t do it well.
I feel shy wif myself.
Once again, for a million times,SORRY MOM.
------------------ Mungkin aq tidaklah sempurna
Tetapi hatiku memilikimu sepanjang umurku
Mungkin aq tak bisa memiliki
Dirimu seumur hidupku.

------------Apakah yg engkau cari?
Tak kau temukan di hatiku
Apakah yg engkau inginkan?
Tak dapat lagi kupenuhi
Begitulah aq, pahamilah aq.
Udah ahh,
Gag mu sedih2 lg hr ini.
Hidup g masih pjg.
Klo emank ini jln yg hrs g tempuh,
G akan jalani ini semua.
Dr awal g takut bgt utk kehilangan u,
Mgkn itulah kesalahan terbesar g,
Skrg hal itu malah bnr2 terjadi,
N ketakutan it menghantui g mpe saat ini,
Goblog bgt. Tolol. Hidup dkelilingi rasa takut. ><
G gag takut hantu, g malah lebih takut kehilangan u.
Shit. Cinta cepatlah datang ke g.
G uda nyari lo begitu lama,
Np gag dtg2 jg sihh.
Kasiann lin. Ms. Lonely skrg. =’)
Hal ini spt mimpi di siang bolong.
Guys, u noe wad?
G smlm bb jm 7 an lho. Hahaha
Karena g begitu felt lonely,
Makanya g bb ajahh,
Skrg jam 3 pagi g uda bgn.
Bljr sosiologi, truz buat blog ini dehh.
N g ru isa post blog biz g plg skul.
Coz inet ad d kmr my big bro. Hah.
Capeeekkk~
Pgn cepet2 taon baru.....
Spy g isa pny spirit baru lg.
Gag diem kyk gini ajahh,
Gag tau hrs berbuat apa.
Buat sepupu g ticia,
Hey pu, koq qta sm sihh.
U lg broken heart last time,
N now g ngerasain hal yg sm ma u,
G jg broken heart nie. Sobz.
Tp 1 hal yg pzt,
Gag ad yg perlu disesali,
Karena itu semua bkn salah g n dy pu.
Mgkn emank g n dy gag berjodoh.
Walopun g n erwin byk kesamaan jg sihh.
Sm2 sk jay chou,
Sm2 jau dr ortu,
Sm2 ank bungsu,
Wincinlin; lincinwin....
Dr awal jg srg bgt berantem,
Too much tears.
Dan x ini adalah klimaks na.
Buat co2 laen na,
Pls. Jgn sakitin g lg yahh.
Uda gag tw ini yg keberapa x na,
Ribuan x g dsakitin,
N itu membuat g makin gag percaya
Sama yg namany CINTA.
Yg g tw skrg,
Cinta cm isa g dptin dr JESUS CHRIST,
My family, my b.f.f = angel,
N my cousin = patricia.
Huaaahhh......
Tuhan, berbicaralah padaku.
Apakah ini akhir dr kisah cintaku?
( soq puitis* soq dramatisasi* )
Terlalu byk kenangan manis ma dy,
Begitu pula kenangan pahit bersama dy,
Perjuangan g isa mpe liburan k sg,
Dr awal mu ikut study tour,
Biz itu mu pegi ma mai, ella, jesslyn,
Pegi tour ndiri, mua ny gagal,
Mpe akhirna malah 1 fam pegi k sg,
Bahkan mpe kuku g pun ikut,
N erwin jd kenal ma ortu n kuku g.
Pls answer me GOD.....

Saturday, October 11, 2008

DO IT FOR ME~

DEAR RENZ

I ____ You.

You Have A Nice______.

You Make Me _______.

You Should _______.

Someday I Will ______.

You + Me =_______.

If I Saw You Now I'd __________.

I Want To _______ You.

I Would _______ Just For You.

If I Could Sing You Any Song It Would Be _________.

We Could ______ Under The Stars.

Love,_______________.

(P.S. ______________.)

Friday, October 10, 2008

Jay Chou-Capricorn


Jay Chou-Capricorn
Release:9/29/08
Language:Chinese
Taiwan's prince of Mando-pop Jay Chou
merges music with the art of sorcery
on his latest album, Capricorn,
named after his own Zodiac sign.
As Jay is especially adept in card tricks,
his ninth full-length album
features a retro poker card design.
Jay appears in a playful double jack of spades image
to match his two new songs "Magic" and "Clown".
Jay's new principal song Dao Xiang ("Rice Fragrance")
returns to the basic elements of music.
Penned and composed by Jay,
the song revolves around childhood experiences
in a small village,
and uses simple rhythm and natural sounds,
including that of cicadas,
accompanied by folk guitar and hip-hop beats.
1.魔杰座 Capricorn (Mo Jie Zuo)
2.女兒紅 Red Daughter (Nu Er Hong)
3.東方之殿 Place of the Oriental (Dong Fong Zhi Dian)
4.紅樓夢中 Dream of the Red Mansion (Hong Lou Meng Zhong)
5.失戀的青蛙 Lovelorn Frog (Shi Lian De Qing Wa)
6.失落非主流 Lost Mainstream (Shi Luo Fei Zhu Liu)
7.從新愛 New Love (Cong Xin Ai)
8.大灌藍 Big Dunk (Da Guan Lan)
9.達芬奇的畫布 Leonardo Da Vinci's Canvas (Da Fen Qi De Hua Bu)
10.小丑 Clown/Joker (Xiao Chou)
11.稻香 Fragrant Rice (Dao Xiang)
I ♥ HIS NEW ALBUM!!

Thursday, October 9, 2008

busy wif my business. =.=

hari ini adl hr yg plig sibuk ui.
gileee... ul 2. geo n bi.
cm bljr geo maren.
bi gag bljr, cm baca2 doank.

mana guru math suruh krjin soal2 dy lge,
buat ul mgg dpn,
cm g gag buat jg,
no time la~
ad tgs sjrh, cm tak isa buat,
inet maren dudul,
bhn na ad d email g. swt.
bi dsrh maju pidato jg.
duuuhh, g dsrh pidato?
ngo ajahh mac sk gag becus.
zen me ban~~~~~
yahh, alhasil,,,
hanya bisa berharap n berdoa.
mudah2an isaaa.
hehehe.
eh trnyt bi dp contekan dr klz laen,
ad yg uda ul dloan,
dp jwbnna mua,
yahh g tinggal isi dehh,
tp g cocokin jg sihh jwbanna,
ad bbrp yg slh jg mnrt g. lols.
tp lumayan. drpd gag sm sekalee...
klo geo, lumayan isa.
lumayan isa nyontek jg. wkwkwk
cm 75% g kerjain ndiri koq.
essay g gag nanya sp2,
pligan PG na. coz ragu2 sihh.
ahiakahiak.
oya,
ist k 3 g jg k ruang bu duma,
mu minta ttd dy buat rapor g,
ehh trnyt dy lg rapat ktnya,
shittey abieezz...
mu ktemu kepsek ajahh kyk mu ktemu pres!
mst bsk lg dehh. sbr renz...
klo u mu kul emank hrs gtuhh,
sibuk urusin berkas2na mua...hufhh...
bsk mac ad tgs agama,
duhh, untung wkt hr senen,
g dahh bikin dikit,
at least membantu deh,
hr ini g gag sa buat lge,
eh trnyt si cindy td cari lg,
truz srh g yg rapiin,
karena syndrom malas g muncul,
"lek2....
qmu bae dehhh...
hehehe.
bs minta tolong tak?"
hahaha.
g minta tlg erwin dehh.
untung dy mauu..
emank pcr yg buaeeee~
lalalala~
eh g lg pgn mam rumput laut nie,
gara2 td si judith bawa rumput laut k skul
wooww, enk,,, dh lm gag mam it sihh.
hilang dr peredaran list makanan g.
hahaha
aduh2,
bsk pgn ntn LASKAR PELANGI nie.
kykna bgs bgt dehh,
SBY ajahh mpe ntn tuhh.
masa g gag ntn.
ap kata SBY? =.=
yank.yank.yank.
bsk jd pgn bolos xcul nie.
boleh tak?hihihi :):)
buat sepupukuw ticya.
qmuh jgn sedihh yah pu.
co kyk dy gag sa dtangisin.
duhh, jgn sedih lg.
u sedih g jg sedih.
uda pu.
cari co laen.
dy d taiwan ituhh,
mati ajahh dy.
jau2 dr sepupu g!
cih~
love u pu.
BIG GIRLS DON'T CRY.
rem tat!