welcome to renz' blog ^^

this is mylife.
and my style.
At first I may seem shy,
but once you truly get to know me,
you will see my true colors.
so, here . . .
i will retell every single day of my life.
every moments.
whether it's happy or sad.
i only want to share my life wif u.
happy to noe u, fellas.
happy to noe u, my prince.
n happy to noe u, my GOD. ^^
have fun in here.
gracias!
n............adios~
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Wednesday, October 14, 2009

my last blog

sorry i have to end up writing this blog.
n i'm continuing to another blog which won't let anyone read.
so goodbye for my past.
n welcome for my future. :)
thx for everyone who spends ur time for reading my blog.
thx for all the supports. :)
i appreciate it so much.
now. i'll go through my life, day by day, with my biee.
give u a big bear hug n a billion times of kisses! ^^
i want to be with u forever.
the last guy in my life. :)
thx for ur love dud!
p.s: jun loves wi 20.09.2009

FUNNY!

just laugh as long as u can!
coz u think i'm a 'FUNNY CLOWN'
or perharps ur 'DOLL'
u read my blog n u think it's like a comics
so funny. what an entertaining story.
thx vo making me cry in this afternoon.
:):)

对你有感觉


江美琪/光良
对你有感觉

美琪:我曾深刻体会 对爱感到胆怯 还好有懂我的你给我安慰
wo ceng shen ke ti hui dui ai gan dao dan qie hai hao you dong wo de ni gei wo an wei
I have deeply experienced before the fear towards love. Luckily, I have you who understands me, who can give me comfort

光良:看你失落的脸 又在为爱憔悴 我心痛的感觉竟如此的强烈
kan ni shi luo de lian you zai wei ai qiao cui wo xin tong de gan jue jing ru ci de qiang lie
Looking at your despondent face, you are gaunt and pallid because of love again. The pain in my heart is unexpectedly strong

美琪:眼角的泪 它给过谁
yan jiao de lei ta gei guo shui
The tear at the corner of the eye, for whom was it shed?

光良:伤透了心 也无所谓
shang tou le xin ye wu suo wei
Even if severly hurt, that doesn’t matter

美琪:我会愿意 静静的 陪在你身边
wo hui yuan yi jing jing de pei zai ni shen bian
I am willing to, quietly, stay by your side

光良:如果说爱 已不可为
ru guo shuo ai yi bu ke wei
If love can no longer be

美琪:那我宁愿 藏心里面
na wo ning yuan cang xin li mian
Then I’m willing to secret it within my heart

合唱:其实我害怕会失去你的感觉 哦~哦~
qi shi wo hai pa hui shi qu ni de gan jue wo wo
Actually, I’m afraid of the feeling of losing you. Oh…oh

美琪:怎麽会开始对你有了 感觉
zen me hui kai shi dui ni you le gan jue
How did I start to have feelings toward you?

光良:又深怕朋友默契转身 不见
you shen pa peng you mo qi zhuan shen bu jian
I’m worried too that our easy camaraderie as friends would disappear

合唱:矛盾著 犹豫不决 没準备 跨越爱的界线
mao dun zhe you yu bu jue mei zhun bei kua yue ai de ji xian
Conflicted, undecided, unprepared to cross the boundaries of love

怎麽会开始对你有了 感觉
zen me hui kai shi dui ni you le gan jue
How did I start having feelings toward you?

深陷朋友恋人之间的 危险
shen xian peng you lian ren zhi jian de wei xian
Sinking deeply into the danger of the grey zone between friends and lovers

进与退 被爱包围 谁犯规 都狼狈
jin yu tui bei ai bao wei shui fan gui dou lang bei
To proceed or to retreat, being surrounded by love. No matter who breaks the rules, it’d be awkward for all

谁能解围 让一切完美
shui neng po wei rang yi qie wan mei
Who can break this siege, and return make everything perfect?

合唱:怎麽会开始对你有了 感觉
zen me hui kai shi dui ni you le gan jue
How did I start to have feelings toward you?

又深怕朋友默契转身 不见
you shen pa peng you mo qi zhuan shen bu jian
I’m worried too that our easy camaraderie as friends would disappear

矛盾著 犹豫不决 没準备 跨越爱的界线 哦~
mao dun zhe you yu bu jue mei zhun bei kua yue ai de ji xian wo
Conflicted, undecided, unprepared to cross the boundaries of love. Oh…

怎麽会开始对你有了 感觉
zen me hui kai shi dui ni you le gan jue
How did I start having feelings toward you?

深陷朋友恋人之间的 危险
shen xian peng you lian ren zhi jian de wei xian
Sinking deeply into the danger of the grey zone between friends and lovers

你和我 拥抱瞬间 不後悔 这暧昧
ni he wo yong bao shun jian bu hou hui zhe ai mei
You and me, let’s embrace the moment. No regrets for the ambiguity

星光唯美 把爱放心里面
xing guang wei mei ba ai fang xin li mei
Starlight is only beautiful, so let’s put love into our hearts

光良:哦~哦~
wo~ wo~
Oh… Oh…

美琪:把爱放心里面 哦~哦~
ba ai fang xin li mian wo wo
put love into the heart. Oh… oh…

合唱:把爱放心里面 哦~哦~
ba ai fang xin li mian wo wo
Put love into the heart. Oh… oh…

美琪:把爱放心里面
ba ai fang xin li mian
Put love into the heart

in my solitude

[ ughh. my head is still spinning. n uncontrol. ] [ because of last night. n less sleep time. ]
[ i was awake at 9.30 am. ]
[ plan to go to campus at 10.30 am. ]
[ but my head is not friendly at all. :( ]
[ so i decided to skip the class. ]
[ n i texted baby to sign my attendance. ]
[ i missed another one important class! ]
[ business law ]
[ the only one subject that i have no idea how to learn this ]
[ cool ]

[ today mybe i'm gonna be a bit melancholic. ]
[ i'm sitting in front of my laptop, ]
[ writing this blog n drinking a glass of hot milk. ]
[ sadly, i can't taste the milk. it's tasteless. ]

[ baby sent me text to convince my feeling. ]
[ but it hasn't worked biee. :) ]

[ poor damn head! ]
[ feels like want to explode soon. ]
[ or mybe someone knock it on the wall. ]
[ can't write more. headache ]

[ Wandering like a leaf upon the wind ]
[ I have been searching for someone ]
[ Holding out for a love to shake my soul ]
[ Heaven or nothing ]
[ Then you walked into my life ]
[ In a blaze of light ]
[ I've never wanted someone more ]
[ You are the one I've waited for ]

[ Light of my life ]
[ You are the fire in my heart ]
[ When I am lost ]
[ I know I'll feel you burning in the dark ]
[ You're the light of my life ]
[ Every star in the sky ]
[ Shines more brightly when you're at my side ]
[ You're the light of my life ]

[ Dreaming, I feel you next to me ]
[ No, I'm not, I'm not dreaming ]
[ 'Cause I'm drowning in your kiss ]
[ I die in your arms ]
[ And when I hear you call my name ]
[ Baby, it's like I'm born again ]

[ Light of my life ]
[ You are the fire in my heart ]
[ When I am lost ]
[ I know I'll feel you burning in the dark ]
[ You're the light of my life ]
[ Every star in the sky ]
[ Shines more brightly when you're at my side ]
[ You're the light of my life ]


[ Your love's a lantern in the rain ]
[ Bringing me home time and again ]
[ Burning like an eternal flame ]

[ Light of my life ]
[ You're the beat of my heart ]
[ When I am lost ]
[ When you're lost I know ]
[ You'll see me shining ]
[ Shining in the dark ]
[ You're the light of my life ]
[ Like the stars in the sky ]
[ Only you can take me through ]
[ You're the only one who makes it right ]
[ Only you set fire to the night ]
[ You're the light of my life ]

p.s: i love u biee.

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

in my bored time~

hi!hi!
i just back from campus~ ^^
today's activities r not so interesting i think.
because i don't like BL, whereas i have 2 classes of BL,
1 class of MOB, n 1 class of EP. huff~
last night me n my friends r cooking fried noodles!hee-hee.
but i don't expect it become such spicy noodles~ o.O
bcoz syerli n isra likes spicy one,
so me,winda, n fitria just accept it =.=
n after eating together with them, we decide not to study BL.
i am a bit tired last night,
so i went to sleep earlier, about 11.45 pm,
n wake up at 7 am. hoahmm ^.~
because i have a plenty of time to do NOTHING,
so i put on some make-up on my eyes.
i use black eye liner! lol
abit crazy~
here is my style today~

u can see the eye liner here. :P

this one is only one of my narsism-pic~ ^^

allrite, i gtg now. want to eat my dinner~ hehehe

c yaa~

Sunday, October 11, 2009

piggy~

taken before i go to sleep last night. ^^
babi from baby~ ^^ hehehe.










the hardest time

sometimes i still can't believe that i've entered a university life.
a life where you are able to learn many interesting things,
from the best thing, even until the worst of yours.
the world will teach you all.
so it depends on how you control your life.
my senior had told me before that i'm gonna miss high school moments.
although it's fulled with the school's rules, and so-not-important-homeworks,
we wished that we can turn back to the time like that.
breaking the rules, having fun-going mad with fellas,
a 5 days 4 night trip to Bali, watching movie almost every week,
and another amazing stuff with them all~ ^^
don't you want to go back to this time?
for me, i really want to! :):)
based on my self-experienced,
i do think that my uni life now is an adventure.
well, i suppose i might struggle on such adventure! hahaha.
it's not likely with playing roller coaster, or even bungee jumping,
in my opinion, it's more than that!
i am studying in malaysia for about 3 months,
and i have been used to it.
a couple of my friends sometimes ask me,
"why do you choose malaysia for the place to study?"
i'm not gonna say it's because my own choice,
my first choice is actually singapore.
the reason is i love this merlion country.
a peaceful and green country.
however, i don't regret to be here now.
because the place of study is not the main matter at all.
wherever you study, if you can struggle with the lesson,
you'll be kick out from uni.
and this is what i'm trying to face it.
my upcoming final test, which is going to be held from 2-9th november.
the subjects that is going to be taken are:
nov 2nd: Business Stats
nov 4th: MOB
nov 5th: Econs Principles
nov 9th: Business Law
(i'm not really sure about the time table, but who cares izzit? ^^)
from 4 of the subjects tested, i put my BIGGEST FEAR on Business Law.
(i put the biggest font also. ^o^)
whereas some of my mates are worried about EP. haa-haa.
these four evils are killing me softly~ :P
it's a big challenge for me.
for a lazy stupid bum called renz.
to be honest, i TOTALLY can not escape from this laziness.
a DEADLY virus for all people, especially me.
lazy to start studying, i know the materials are too much though.
so guys, do u think that i am worth with the high distinction mark in my final exams?
i guess not. :p if i put less effort on it~ LMAO.
my learning way is kinda different with my friends.
they prefer studying from night until mid night.
in contrast, i prefer studying from dawn until morning.
so at night, i only can study until 7 pm.
above that time, my head needs fire fighters. omigosh!
actually i might stay awake until 10 or 11 pm to study,
but i ensure that there's no knowledge i receive. :(
hell yeahh. that's me. jacqueline florencia irena.
how lucky my friends they can stay awake until late at night,
and me only can study in the morning~ pheeww~
now i only surrender it all to You, Lord.
me n my friends are struggling with this final exams,
where our 3 months learning will be determined by the final results.
i don't want any failure. i don't want any regretful.
all i want is succeed. :)
so Lord, our Father, please bless your daughter,
to keep the spirit of studying up,
open my mind n heart, so that i can take not only receive Your words,
but also what the lecturers taught me.
thank you Lord, Amen.

biee. biee..

hey~ i ady back from church.
ohh my baby cheers jesus!
u noe what??
it's raining after it~
n i don't bring my pinky umbrella.
hahaha.
so me n winda go back to condo with one umbrella covering our head~
so romantic...! :p
even my baby never done it b4 with me~ xD
anyway,
i'm going to wash my clothes first.
it's become a big mountain of dirty clothes. LOL
c'yaaa~

this is my cutiest boy~

oyaaaa.. forgot to tell u something guys.

2 days ago, baby bought me a cute piggy doll~ hahaha

first time i looked to the piggy,

i said " his face (piggy) wish me to buy him~

but i dowan! :p RM89.90.

soooo... finally my baby bought it for me~

he said to accompany me sleep at nite,

so whenever i miss him,

i just see the piggy face. ;P

thx bieee~ mwahh~

new blog (11.10.2009)


whooaa!
it's been a long time since i didn't write any blog here~ hehehe

so sorry guys.
i dunno what's happening with my firefox.
somehow i kinda lazy to use internet explorer~ o.O
(pic of me n biee)

it's sun morning!
11st of oct 2009, 8.07am.
5 min more i gotta go to church! ^^
praying for my final exams,
3 weeks ahead~
i'm a bit worried bout it,
but with GOD, i believe i can easily do it~
another reason for me,
to believe in myself is: my baby cen wi.
he always supports me all the way i do.
thx biiee~ ;)
love ya supermuch.
okaay. i gtg now~
write blog later~
tha.tha. ^^