complicated love~

huwahh.
i almost think that today i cannot write my blog~
phheww~
=.=
because the internet connection here so lateee~
i do online from my cellphone lo~ ><

well.
doing nothing ba!
i just finished watching BBF for my third times~
yahooo~ xD

oyaa,
today my friends say that we all can go to school liao
to get our school report n 'cap 3 jari'
however, i cannot go la~
i'm still in my lovely hometown
errr.. mybeee...
until 4th of july :)

nahh.
it's 2 weeks left for me staying at indo
will consider to make my holidae more memorable~
but how ya?? o.O
hopefully, tomorrow i can go out with some of my fellas
c'mon ladies~ boys~ let's do some fun!
hahahaha.

n for this paragraph,
i want to write in bahasa~
coz i want to scold someone ( cuma sedikit koq! )
maren itu ada seorang ce tny g,
sebut sajah ce itu 'si bunga' !
nahh si bunga ajak chat d fb.
tentang mantanna yg bernama 'si bodoh' !
itu nickname buat si co ajah la ya~ =.=
" eh qmu knal si bodoh juga? "
lalu gw jawab, " kenal cii. bru koq. hehehe"
bunga tuh spt tidak senang g kenalan sm mantanna
dy nny "dmn?"
sayang na karena message na dtg terlambat,
jd gw keburu tny, " cici lge ap? gag kul?"
mgkn karena dy pkir g gag jwb,
truz dy lgsg off. hahaha
sial jg tuhh ce~
g lgsg sms mantan na. blg klo mantan na tny2 dy.

n mantan na blg " biarkan la burung berkicau.
org dy jg sms k g hal yg sm~"

waw. dr situ g kaget jg~
si bunga ituu terlalu posesif yahh.
pdhl bkn co na lge~ phew~

kata si bodoh :
" saiko dy. masi mengharpkn g bgt.
stress la. bkn g jaat ngo gini,
asal ckp tau ajah, tmn2 ce yg wall ama g,
pd d add ma dy~"

g semakin binun....

" hahaha. tujuan dy kek gtuh.
yg pertama g tw, dy mu mantau g,
tau dehh. g jg stress. biarin ajah mnrt g c..
g akaj gag ngurusin dy. tp dy ngurusin g mulu~"

"dy aja nih y ari pertama wall ma lu,
lgsg dy sms g, mlh ngo ngejelek2in lu.
g c bodo amat. gag peduli lge dy mau ngo ap.
camen dahh. ~ otakna licik"

GOSHH! SI BUNGA NGATA2IN G??
HOW DARE SHE IS!
G GAG PERNAH KELUAR 1 KATA PUN NGATA2IN DY
ATO PUN SEBAL N BENCI MA DY.
BUT HOW CAN SHE DO IT TO ME??
HAVE I DONE SOMETHING WRONG TO U??

well, kadang g gag ngertii np org2 sk jeles
klo g dket2 ma co laen
pdhl co itu berstatus : "SINGLE"
i just want to make friend huh!
gag lebih dr itu~

g bls sms si bodoh,
g blg " koq bs sihh dy ngatain g?
pdhl g gag pernah gtuhh k dy~
g ma dy bae2 ajah. huwaah "

si bodoh: " hahaa.
dah g blg. biarlah burung berkicau.
g uda gag percaya lge ma dy.
klo dy tw lu jahat np dy mau tmnan ma lu?
sms lge.. kn anehh toh?"

iiahh sih. bnr kt si bodoh~
tp jujur g sempet shock jg~

" makanya.. g liet li wall ma dy,
n bca wall dy ke lu,
kek na bae2 ajah.
anggep ajah gag ad ap2 lin~
ngerti mksd g kann?
lu bukan org pertama yg diginiin "

g cm isa iiah2 ajah deh~

"gag penting.. sp dy sp g jg.
i hate her!"

wahh abis dy blg gtuh.
g jd agak tenang. :)

" sip.. :j
lu bkn org pertama yg diginiin "

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yahhh begitulahh kira2...
kisah yg bkin g sedikit betee!
kesel!
but well, nevermind!
itu bkal g jdiin pengalaman berharga buat g
bhwa gag setiap org yg lu knal,
dr 100 org yg lu knal,
100-100 na gag mgkn sk mua ma lu,
mgkn 99 yg laen gag sk ma lu.
so i must be aware too~
huh.. capeee ahh~
off dlo yahh.

1 quote yg g ambil dr BBF:
" aku akan menyesal apabila aq menyerah mencintaimu"
does it be the reality for me?
akan kah g menyerah dg cinta g?
( bkn sm si bodoh itu lho ya.
yg td kn cerita sms g~ hwhwhw )
hmmm...
mgkn mpe skrg,
g um menyerahh~
gag mau menyerahh dlo~
mpe g tw jwbn dr dy~
does ur love to me still exist or not??
if it is so, i will love u till the rest of my life
if it is not, i will move forward.
i don't wanna look back anymore.
i will remember u, as part of my love story~ :)

La Verna

HAPPY!

yesterday i went to La Verna with my mom n dad
praying in front of St. Marie's statue.
wishing all my dreams come true.
i was praying for my further study,
my new life at malaysia,
my family,
my love life,
friendship,
and others. :)
hope everything is gonna be allright~

di dpn gua maria :)di tempat ret2.la verna~me n dad :)me n mom :)

go-BLOG! =.=

no mood for blogging today
because it's almost 12 hours blackout at lampung~
sebaaaall~
feel so hot at house~
so i only sleep like a lazy moo moo~


today's activity:
sleep
sleep
n
sleep!

6 pm: go to church
8 pm: eat dinner at dome
9.30 pm: go to the drugstore,
buy some cough n flu medicine
but not SWINE FLU!! graaukk*
10 pm: back home~
10. 15 pm: online facebook :)

GOOD NITE ALL.
^__________^

Tribute to Michael Jackson

Thursday, June 25, 2009
Michael Joseph Jackson, the King of Pop, died in UCLA,
Los Angeles, United States, in his 50,
because of the cardiac arrest.
What a tragic.
He got difficulty to breath
before he was delivered to the hospital at 13. 00

About 13. 14, Michael was unconscious.
A couple of doctor and emergency personnel
immediately did the CPPR and
trying to revive the King of Pop.

However, the effort was failed.
Next, 14.26 local time, Michael Jackson was declared died.

But the exact causes of his death,
to this very day was still inscrutable.
Strategically, the autopsy will be held this Friday.
Michael's corpse has been moved from UCLA Medical Center
to the coroner office using Sherif Los Angeles' helicopter,
about 18.00 local time.
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Michael Jackson - Heal the World

There's a place in your heart
And I know that it is love
And this place could be much
Brighter than tomorrow.
And if you really try
You'll find there's no need to cry
In this place you'll feel
There's no hurt or sorrow.
There are ways to get there
If you care enough for the living
Make a little space, make a better place.

Chorus:
Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me and the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough for the living
Make a better place for
You and for me.


If you want to know why
There's a love that cannot lie
Love is strong
It only cares for joyful giving.
If we try we shall see
In this bliss we cannot feel
Fear or dread
We stop existing and start living
Then it feels that always
Love's enough for us growing
Make a better world, make a better world.

Chorus:
Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me and the entire human race.
There are people dying
If you care enough for the living
Make a better place for
You and for me.

Bridge:
And the dream we would conceived in
Will reveal a joyful face
And the world we once believed in
Will shine again in grace
Then why do we keep strangling life
Wound this earth, crucify it's soul
Though it's plain to see, this world is heavenly
Be God's glow.


We could fly so high
Let our spirits never die
In my heart I feel
You are all my brothers
Create a world with no fear
Together we'll cry happy tears
See the nations turn
Their swords into plowshares
We could really get there
If you cared enough for the living
Make a little space to make a better place.

Chorus:
Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me and the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough for the living
Make a better place for
You and for me.

Refrain (2x)


There are people dying if you care enough for the living
Make a better place for you and for me.
There are people dying if you care enough for the living
Make a better place for you and for me.

You and for me / Make a better place
You and for me / Make a better place
You and for me / Make a better place
You and for me / Heal the world we live in
You and for me / Save it for our children
You and for me / Heal the world we live in
You and for me / Save it for our children
You and for me / Heal the world we live in
You and for me / Save it for our children
You and for me / Heal the world we live in
You and for me / Save it for our children

kawaii~

arrghh. uda tgl 25 ajah nie.
day by day has passed faster than i expect.
yesterday i didn't write my blog,
because i was a bit lazy :p

at 2.30 pm: i had my hair dyed~
i'm not sure with the colour,
whether it is brown or orange
or what. hahaha
just take a look at my picta!klo indoor sih gag terlalu keliatan yaaa :Dhow's it?

err...
today i want to go to see my mandarin teacher
lao shi, ni yi ding hen xiang wo ba!
jiu deng wo lai~
jin tian wo, qing ming, he ban zhang,
yao qu kan ni! :)
ran hou lao shi dui wo shuo:
" deng ni lai ls de bao bei hai zi!"
xixixi...
zheme kai xin.
ta hai jiao wo hai zi~
wo shi ta de nu er loo~ ^^
mwaackkz~

ok laaa
sampai disini saja~
i want to take a bath~
syalalala~

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PM to S.W.I.S.I.L.W :
can u hear my heart's crying for u?
coz the feeling's so strong~
n i can not pretend anymore~

happy sya-la-la!

wo dao le nan bang!!!

hehehe.
hen kai xin~
hen kai xin~ x)

dan qi shi wo you dianr hen bu shu fu de gan jue~
wo wang le dai wo camera de charger!
zhen yu ben! sha gua~ haizz =.=

last nite my bro told me some of his experiences in china

Leonard Excite Pake 3 gw coy jd bs oL,hahahaha...

Tiap sore tmnin cucunya ku2 amin main.Yesterday at 6:14pm

Leonard Excite Main bola..coy gw ptg rmbt lho di sini,hahahaha...

Murah meriah cuma 18.Yesterday at 6:24pm

Leonard Excite Lg di hum ku2 amin nich,msh kcil bgt,TK kyknya deh,org msh bo

cah,hahaha...

Gw di sini ama ku2 afung uda kyk babu tw,di suruh ftoin dy lah,

pdhl kmrn dy mw bli kamera tp malah gx jd,

ujung2nya gw,huhuhu... Yesterday at 6:37pm

nah.. those were some of them.
well, in c onclusion,
he's in a great condition there. wakakakaka...

ohh maann~ suddenly,
when i saw my friends photos when they're in singapore
i oso want t o go t here !

the merlion - singapore :)

hopefully i can go there too~
just t o trav e l around~
for s pending my la st 20 days holiday.
because on 15th of july
my university life is going to start. :(
well, sunway. here i come~

pic of sunway lagoon hotel, the nearest hotel from my uni.

i'm gonna miss my dad n mom, really.
n my bro too, sometimes. hahaha
also my friends at jakarta n lampung,
but they soon will move to jakarta!

i hope i can enjoy my holiday at lampung~ ><

cupcake~

b4 i back to lampung, i want to give u one story~
just for have fun! hahahaha


picture tells everything!

i got message! :D

sent: 09-6-22 15.14
from: nard 哥哥

"lu mw jay chow, lee hom ato apa?
lg di t4 vcd, dvd n cd nich. blz cpt!"

to: nard 哥哥
sent: 09-6-22 16.04

"jay chou. aduh g tdr td! sorry! hehehe."

sent: 09-6-22 16.35
from: nard 哥哥

"lu di beliin de.. gw cuma tw'nya lu sk jay chow,
lee hom, jolin ama 1 lg gw lupa,
vcd semuanya..
gx enak gw jadinya td mw pk duit gw tp gx di ksh :(
btw de minta mama pls donk,
pls gw abs nich, huhuhu...
blum bli no sini :("

to: nard 哥哥
sent: 09-6-22 16.39

"oooo.. yh bgs donk. jd gag kluar duit.wkwkwk.
gag dkac ma mama. td g dh ngo,
ktna yg 100rb ajahh mama blm byr."


INTINYA G CM MU BILANG:
KASIIANN DEHH LU KO! HEHEHE
IRIT2 LAA LU DSNA. JGN PCRAN MULU.
LUPAIN AJAH SEJENAK CE LU.
CARI CE CANTIK TUH DSANA. AMOY2. WKAKAKA.
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OFFICIALLY MISSING HIM*
TAKE CARE BRO!

capek day!

finnaly today i finished all my business :)

passport n SKHUN.
i wake up at 5. 30 am,
and at 6.15 the taxi's ady arrived
me n mom went to my cousin's house first
to pick her up.
after picking up my cousin,
the taxi driver delivered us to the immigration
it's at kota.
near kota tua, the place where me n my friend took picta.
hehehe
it seemed that there was a concert last night at kota tua
because i saw the stage, sound system, and trans tv crews.
evidently it's been 2 days of show at kota tua
today peterpan will also tone up the night! :p
i arrived at the immigration at 7.15,
so i waited for about 45 minutes until the immigration's employee come.
hosh. so lateee~
luckily... hahaha
i got the early order.
n i could take picta for my passport soon
n then made the fingerprints. :)
8.45 i already finished it all
n me n my mom went to the busway by foot!
do u believe that this cute girl can go to school by bus? :p
i took the harmony direction,
n stopped at kalideres busstop.
from there,
i walked from CL till my lovely high school, smak 1.
it's a long tiring journey~ XD

after arriving school,
i went to the administration to arrange the SKHUN
i wrote down my UN, UAS, n practical test's score at a piece of paper,
n gave it to the administrator~
after he typed it,
i gave it to the principal to be signed. :)
done!
before back to home,
i was still able to talk for awhile with mike.
he's going to UGM.
wow. goodluck mike!
my 3 years fella!
i'm sure will miss u alot
coz u'r such a funny boy! ^^

because my legs r almost broken,
( lebay arr...)
so i told my mom to go back by taxi! rrrooaarr*
fiuuhh~ i love my pity legs. :)
i spent Rp. 38.000 from smukie to kosambi
not too expensive la~

fiuuhh..
10.15 i ady at my house
so hot~ hot~ hot~
as if i live in north pole
hahahha

baru injak kaki di rumah 2 menit,
mama nak pergi ke rumah kawan
invite2 wo pula~ wakakak
dengan segala kesesakan dan kepenatan hidup*.....
akhirna i join la~
my mom's house is near,
di belakang looo~

my mom's friend punya anak itu,
is my friend too. wakkakak
( poor english )
n she ady in malaysia for 1 year.
so i ask her many questions about living there
hehehe. really helpful~

11.45: back home
n take a nap!
yaaawnn~

now it 5.56 pm: i'm writing my blog,
n open facebook. :)
20 friend requests, n many comments to be replied.

well,
today i don't take many photos,
bcoz i wake up at 5.30 o~
still sleepy~
so now i take a few first..

*processing*
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here you go~

ehh.. hey!
LAMPUNG I'M COMING~ WINK*

busy day~

wow. wow.wow.
today my bro ady arrived at beijing
n then from there,
he n my auntie was picked up by my relatives to tianjin!
because my auntie lives at tianjin
not far from beijing i think. :)
bcause we still can go there by car! lol
my bro was so happy lo~
he said the food were all so delicious
yess. maybe the first day
my auntie's family gave delicious food to eat.
but tomorrow no food liao~ wakakakak.
peace bro!
ughh. don't be fatty oh!
or i'll take u to the fitness center everyday!
graaukk*


hmm.
today's activity:
8 am: wake up. therefore i was sooo sleepy
because last nite i couldn't have nice sleep!
dunno y!
8.30 am: go to church~
11.30 am: go eat breakfast at kembangan.
"mie afa" is bangka lamien~ hehehe
hmm. yummy~ eer.. bcoz my mom is oso from bangka island
so she likes it superb!
12.30 pm: go to CL alias citraland bang~~ hahaha
well. it's so crowded! n noisy
because at the center of it,
there's any show~ singing~ syalalala~
whatever~ =.=
why did i go to CL?
well, actually i want to go to ciputra hotel
bcoz i got an invitation for pre-departure of student who is going to malaysia~
but it still at 2 pm.
so me n my mom 'cuci mata' first at CL.
n luckily my mom bought me 2 pairs of jeans.
purple one n brown one~ <3>BODY SHOP SALE.
we directly became 'kalap' lu~
ROFLMAO.
my mom chose so many kinds of body shop's thing~
hehehe. n i 'ikut2an' bought face powder!
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ting...tooonng.... :D
2 pm! we haste to 6th floor of ciputra hotel
to attend the invitation~
woghh~ kinda boring situation,
but it's important! hehehe
at the end of the sesion,
they gave us a present.

it's thermos! LMAO
i don't like it either,
bcoz it's not PINK! :P:P

okaaaayy la~
doneee!
tired now..
wanna have some rest first.
here're some of my photo of the day!
enjoy!

act silly
lalala so happy~~
after back from busy day. so messy o.O
open the headband!!!

my today's pictaaa >.<

enjoy! :)
my today's hair was so messy!
but i love it! hahaha

papa mama i love you!
brotha i miss you!
cepatlah u back from china lo~
i want my high heels! LMAO

i miss my bro too :p

whooa..

today i was so lonely at home.
my fat bro n my auntie went to china lo~
now they might be on a plane~
11 am, i was on my bro's car to Puri Mall.
the traffic is like hell!
i need to take 1 hour to get there.
whereas, it's so near to my house!


my auntie wanted to buy some bread as a meal on the plane,
n bought 1 pair of sandals.
but, wait. . . i bought it first! lol.
the first time i saw the pinky high heels,
i asked my feet number n then payed for it! yeahh ^^
my mom became speechless at that time*

after that, before i went home,
i promised myself that i would buy my cupcake-at-the-first-sight!
because the topping was really cute!
with love sign! hahaha.
i only bought it because the cupcake is cute.
not because i really want to eat it! :p

look at this cupcake! cute huh?
it's still in my refrigerator! :p

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n then i went home.


this is the result of waiting at my home.
my bro did not want to take a bath
while the time is nearly 6 pm.
n we had to go to airport!
ohh. c'mon bro! =.=

well..
what kind of expression is that?!
hahahaha.
i was soooo crazy~

at 6 pm me n mom took them to the airport,
my cousin also went along with us~ :):)
n then we go home.
whooa. goodbye my brother.
it takes a long time for u staying there lor~
2 weeks! hahaha
hope u enjoy ur trip!
n don't forget ur cutie sis' order! :p
mwah!

introduction of my besties :):)

feel bored today.

let me introduce me n my besties.
okay? ;P

1. JACQUELINE FLORENCIA IRENA
likes taking picta so much. *.*
pink n white lover!2. RENNY ANTONIOUS
she loves eating so much!
but she is my baby darlingss :P
3. DEFIN KUSUMA
a good friend of mine. :)
he likes black n white! 4. FENNIWATY
a smart girl
she is going to continue her study in Singapore
5. PRISCILLA CINDY
we are being friends since we're in kindergarten!
she is going to China to continue her study. sobz.. :(6. MICHAEL
he really loves his girlfriend :)
goodluck to your PRASMUL life, qim!don't be mellow anymore!7. STACIA SABRINA
she has an angel voice
beside her, is her boyfriend, William.

8. MARGARETTA ADRIENNE
she loves sport! especially basketball~
n she is going to continue her study in USA.