the hardest time

sometimes i still can't believe that i've entered a university life.

a life where you are able to learn many interesting things,

from the best thing, even until the worst of yours.

the world will teach you all.

so it depends on how you control your life.

my senior had told me before that i'm gonna miss high school moments.

although it's fulled with the school's rules, and so-not-important-homeworks,

we wished that we can turn back to the time like that.

breaking the rules, having fun-going mad with fellas,

a 5 days 4 night trip to Bali, watching movie almost every week,

and another amazing stuff with them all~ ^^

don't you want to go back to this time?

for me, i really want to! :):)

based on my self-experienced,

i do think that my uni life now is an adventure.

well, i suppose i might struggle on such adventure! hahaha.

it's not likely with playing roller coaster, or even bungee jumping,

in my opinion, it's more than that!

i am studying in malaysia for about 3 months,

and i have been used to it.

a couple of my friends sometimes ask me,

"why do you choose malaysia for the place to study?"

i'm not gonna say it's because my own choice,

my first choice is actually singapore.

the reason is i love this merlion country.

a peaceful and green country.

however, i don't regret to be here now.

because the place of study is not the main matter at all.

wherever you study, if you can struggle with the lesson,

you'll be kick out from uni.

and this is what i'm trying to face it.

my upcoming final test, which is going to be held from 2-9th november.

the subjects that is going to be taken are:

nov 2nd: Business Stats

nov 4th: MOB

nov 5th: Econs Principles

nov 9th: Business Law

(i'm not really sure about the time table, but who cares izzit? ^^)

from 4 of the subjects tested, i put my BIGGEST FEAR on Business Law.

(i put the biggest font also. ^o^)

whereas some of my mates are worried about EP. haa-haa.

these four evils are killing me softly~ :P

it's a big challenge for me.

for a lazy stupid bum called renz.

to be honest, i TOTALLY can not escape from this laziness.

a DEADLY virus for all people, especially me.

lazy to start studying, i know the materials are too much though.

so guys, do u think that i am worth with the high distinction mark in my final exams?

i guess not. :p if i put less effort on it~ LMAO.

my learning way is kinda different with my friends.

they prefer studying from night until mid night.

in contrast, i prefer studying from dawn until morning.

so at night, i only can study until 7 pm.

above that time, my head needs fire fighters. omigosh!

actually i might stay awake until 10 or 11 pm to study,

but i ensure that there's no knowledge i receive. :(

hell yeahh. that's me. jacqueline florencia irena.

how lucky my friends they can stay awake until late at night,

and me only can study in the morning~ pheeww~

now i only surrender it all to You, Lord.

me n my friends are struggling with this final exams,

where our 3 months learning will be determined by the final results.

i don't want any failure. i don't want any regretful.

all i want is succeed. :)

so Lord, our Father, please bless your daughter,

to keep the spirit of studying up,

open my mind n heart, so that i can take not only receive Your words,

but also what the lecturers taught me.

thank you Lord, Amen.