the most bitter goodbye :(

Ms.Lin says: oi org sombong!
[c=46]win[/c] says: uit!
halo2
hehe
sombong gmn??
Ms.Lin says: iiah
dah gag prnh kontak lge
minta dimusuhin ya!
grr!
[c=46]win[/c] says: lhoo
yh km yg kontak aja dung klo gitu
haha
kaga lah...
Ms.Lin says: gila
sombong abis
haha
ckck
[c=46]win[/c] says: yey
yh klo sombong mah
d ajk ngbrol d cuekin
nah itu sombong
hehe
Ms.Lin says: wkwkwk
terserah d
[c=46]win[/c] says: wew
koq jd mara ye?
Ms.Lin says: siapa yg marah?
weee
:p
[c=46]win[/c] says: oooh
haha
dgr2 jadi ke malay y?
Ms.Lin says: aduh emo monyet na terlalu lebay
haha
iah nie
senen
huwaaa
pgn ngs win =.=
[c=46]win[/c] says: ha?
emo monyet gmn?
koq jadi pengen nangis?
senen apaan?
duh ga ada yg ngerti
hahaa
Ms.Lin says: emo monyet yg "marah"
emank gag muncul ya
itu diatas
haha
duuuuhh
qmu kn blg dgr2 jd k malay ya
ya iah
snen brgktna gth
[c=46]win[/c] says: kaga muncul
soal ny emo ny d sini off
jd ga ada yg muncul
hahaha
wew
senen uda brangkat k malay?
mnk mulai kuliah ny kapan?
Ms.Lin says: ooo pantes
hahaha
errr
rabu
[c=46]win[/c] says: weq
koq cepet amad
jadi ambil apa d situ>?
Ms.Lin says: iah tau tuh
sebal
bisnis
tp smstr 3 ad penjurusanna
n i'm trying to get my double major
jd lulus na 2 gelar
plingan accounting n finance
but i hate accounting
haizz
qmu ud mulai kul?
[c=46]win[/c] says: oooh
jadi pertama ny bisnis dulu yh
sama aja kek ny kek ak
jd ny lulus diploma dulu gitu kan
ooow
account finance
nah lhoo...
haha
uda ko
dr minggu kemaren da mule
Ms.Lin says: mana tau deh
ini kykna lgsg bachelor setauku
taon prtm di sunway dlo
program VU
taon 2 n 3 mudah2an transfer monash
amiiinn. doakan sajahh~
oooo
qmu mlah lbh cpt dr aq ya!
grr!
[c=46]win[/c] says: he?
emnk bisa gitu ya
knp ga lgsg d monash ny aja?
Ms.Lin says: monash bth ielts 6.5
[c=46]win[/c] says: ya iya la ak kn cm mulai sem baru
Ms.Lin says: aq kn cm 6 win
hikss
ooowww
[c=46]win[/c] says: ooow
bkn ny monash ada program klo ielts ny ga cukup?
Ms.Lin says: program aP/
[c=46]win[/c] says: yh klo kek d sini
klo ielts ny ga mencukupi
y masuk program DE
eh sala2
CEL
gitu
kirain d situ jg ada kek gituan
Ms.Lin says: oohh
kyk foundation gt ya
ad sih tp kn wasting time
intake na jd mundur
kt agen ku bs bln january ru mulai
aq gag mau
mending lgsg k VU ajah d
hehe
[c=46]win[/c] says: ooow
iya juga sih
Vu apaan ya? heheh
Ms.Lin says: Victoria Uni
program ausi gtu
koq lm tdr win
[c=46]win[/c] says: ooh
iya nih masi pada ngobrol ma temen ku d kmr
hehehe
km ndiri jg blon bb
Ms.Lin says: ooooo
pantes blsna lama
grr
minta dicincang
ihh
aq liburan bs awake mpe jm 5 pagi
[c=46]win[/c] says: waaw
hahaha
keren2
tar mata km item mua la
haha
Ms.Lin says: weeeeee
serem bnr
TT
lebay ah
[c=46]win[/c] says: hahaha
emnk iya koq
yda ak bb dluan y klo gitu
da pd tidur jg
Ms.Lin says: oke
[c=46]win[/c] says: s epan bsk kuliah pagi soal ny
Ms.Lin says: ehh numpang minta ijin yah
[c=46]win[/c] says: he?
Ms.Lin says: mu delete fb mu dr fren ku
may i?
[c=46]win[/c] says: lho?
mnk kenapa?
Ms.Lin says: for some silly reasons tat i can not forget u
so i'd better delete ur fb
haha
okok?
[c=46]win[/c] says: oowh
yh klo makes u better
y not
=)
Ms.Lin says: thx win
:)
met bb yaa
[c=46]win[/c] says: okayy
gud luck kuliah ny ya
jgn mlm2 bb ny
Ms.Lin says: iah
[c=46]win[/c] says: hehe
Ms.Lin says: wiii
kl itu gag isa
ini ud pagi
haha
[c=46]win[/c] says: hahaha
iya dah jgn mpe ga tidur haha
Ms.Lin says: sip2
take care yaaa
cpt2 cari ce tuh dsana haha
[c=46]win[/c] says: hahaha
iya2
ydah bb dfluan ya
daah lin...
Ms.Lin says: daah win

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nahhh..
that's the end of our convo tonite.
well.
now 12. 57 am
juli 10, 2009.
from this day on,
i will erase the memory about him.
someone who i often tell u on my blog
:)
goodbye erwin.
hope u'll be fine there.
be happy ya. ^^
i don't mean to be ur enemy
so sorry win.
it's hard for me to forget u.
so i take this way~

hard to explain

good day everyone! :)
still on holiday's atmosphere...
u'd better be happy ya! ^^

err..
i really want to be happy on this holiday
actually...
but.. something makes me a lil' bit down
n confuse.
sad. n dunno what to say. :(
i will abstractly tell my sigh moan to u.

whad do u think if i keep being lyk this?
keep in silence.
trying to convince my heart with someone.
that guy. i can't tell u who is he.
all that i noe is he is always in my heart.
whad kind of sex appeal does 'someone-i-am-talking-about'
has? n that human, makes me really sorrow.
to be honest,
i am kind of person who will give
my full attention, my care, my love,
to someone that i really love.
however, how if my love doesn't return to me back?
poor me. just give a damn to myself huh?

"i noe that i don't have to be sad
i noe that i have a right to get the better one
i noe that everyone say i am not worthy for 'someone'
who always makes me cry
i noe that so many people out there love me for real
i noe that this is not a game for two
i noe.. i noe it."
i'm on my age of 18
i'm still young to think further.
i still can work for myself :)

just hoping that...
4 more days i can erase 'someone' shadow
that often haunts my life.
my night. my dream.

instead of thinking unprecious feeling
it's better to think about my friends.

tomorrow, i'm going to TA,
to play badminton indoor n tennis table.
woow. that'll be great fun! ^^
mybe tomorrow is the last day i meet them
sobss.. TT nah.. don't worry
coz there's still tomorrow n tomorrow.
i won't be sad! ^______________^
after tired playing,
we will only 'jalan-jalan' in TA
eating. laughing. n taking so many pics.

i love my friends.
n i'm sure i will miss them after monday :,)

owwyaaaa..
forgot to tell u.
last nite me n defin made a call from 10.47 pm - 00. 40 am
thx defin.
u'r one of my bestfriend.
thx for ur farewell song for me ya!lol
u made me laughing too bad...
remember? too sweet! NOT so sweet! hahaha

hao laaa..
too much fool here.
c yaaa. mwackks!
sign out!*********

Fight the bad feeling - T-Max

eotteokhanya jakku nappeun maeumeul meokge dwae

mianhae

ireomyeoneun andoeneungeol ara
geojitmal geojitmarira malhamyeon
naemaeumi dasi doragalkka
nunmurina
neomu mianhaeseo nungil motjugo
gaseumapa
cheotmadireul mwollo hae
saenggaganna

ttutdu ttutthtutdu ttutduru ttutdut ttutdu
ppapba ppapbapba

geudaen jakku nareul
nappeun maeumeul meokge hae
geudaereul itneun maeum
naegeneun joheun mam anya
neomu nappeun maeumiya
nappeun mamiya nappeun mamiya
uri sarang yeongwonhi eobseojijianha

nappeun maeumeul meokge hae
geudaereul itneun maeum
naegeneun joheun mam anya
neomu nappeun maeumiya
neomu nappeun mamiya neomu nappeun maeumiya
urisarang jiuneungeon
neomu nappeun maeumiya

ibyeori sirheunde geunyang neorang heeojigin jugeodo sirheo

museunmalhago jebal nal jaba jebal
jeongmal nae maeum byeonhage hajimalgo yejeoncheoreomman

dajeonghage
geunyang yeppeuge naman bwajugo
ttaseuhage
hanmadiman haejumyeon
sowoneobseo

ttutdu ttutthtutdu ttutduru ttutdut ttutdu
ppapba ppapbapba

geudaen jakku nareul
nappeun maeumeul meokge hae
geudaereul itneun maeum
naegeneun joheun mam anya
neomu nappeun maeumiya
nappeun mamiya nappeun mamiya
uri sarang yeongwonhi eobseojiji anha

nappeun maeumeul meokge hae
geudaereul itneun maeum
naegeneun joheun mam anya
neomu nappeun maeumiya
neomu nappeun mamiya neomu nappeun maeumiya
urisarang jiuneungeon
neomu nappeun maeumiya


English Translation:

what do i do. i keep having a bad thoughts.
i’m sorry

i know that i can’t be like this
if i say that it’s a lie, a lie
will my heart go back
tears fall
i can’t even look at you because i’m so sorry
my heart hurts
what do i say first
i can’t think

dootdooo dootdootdoo dootdooloo dootdoot dootdoo
bbamba bbambamba

you keep making me have bad thoughts
the heart that’s forgetting you
is not a good heart to me
it’s such a bad heart
it’s a bad heart. it’s a bad heart
our love will never go away.. never

making me have bad thoughts
the heart that’s forgetting you
is not a good heart to me
it’s such a bad heart
it’s a bad heart. it’s a bad heart
erasing our love.. it’s such a bad thought

i don’t like farewells..
just breaking up with you.. i don’t like it even if i die

kindly
just think of me kindly
warmly
if you just say one word
i have no other wish

dootdooo dootdootdoo dootdooloo dootdoot dootdoo
bbamba bbambamba

you keep making me have bad thoughts
the heart that’s forgetting you
is not a good heart to me
it’s such a bad heart
it’s a bad heart. it’s a bad heart
our love will never go away.. never

making me have bad thoughts
the heart that’s forgetting you
is not a good heart to me
it’s such a bad heart
it’s a bad heart. it’s a bad heart
erasing our love.. it’s such a bad thought

i don’t like farewells..
just breaking up with you..
i don’t like it even if i die

TT

just now....
my auntie's doggie die.
sobs... TT
so sad... :'(
goodbye BRONIEE~
hikss.. hikss..
i don't have any strength to see ur death.
i only see 1 meter far from u.
sobss....
but it's better u to be lyk this than u'r suffering alot.
pls be happie at the heaven ya. wuwuwu @.@
no pic of it.
i dowan u see my sadness of leaving my dog.
haaiizz... TT
july, 8th, 2009.
i love u, broniee~

ELECTION

whooa..
done! finnaly i can fix it..
now my eyes become blur blur de~
hope it won't happen anymore.
:(

congratulations to SBY-BUDIONO!!
SBY becomes our next Indonesia leader.
5 years to fix our country.
i noe that this past 5 years hasn't been enough for u
to touch up this country.
so we give u another five years loo~
good luck SBY-BUDIONOLANJUTKAN!
we support u to the max.
clapping hands* :p

to other candidates who lost the president election,

MEGAWATI-PRABOWON
JK-WIRANTO

i hope that u all can give -constructive point of view-
to help our government in delevoping this country.

MAJULAH INDONESIAKU! ^^

shitty things~

shit!
someone can open my blog!
n now my background n stuff are gone!!!
pissed u off!!!
i'm going to fix it now~ TT

wanita dan pria

WANITA MEMANG SUSAH

DIBUAT “BAHAGIA”


Jika dikatakan cantik dikira menggoda ,
jika dibilang jelek di sangka menghina..
Bila dibilang lemah dia protes,
bila dibilang perkasa dia nangis .

Maunya emansipasi, tapi disuruh benerin genteng, nolak
(sambil ngomel masa disamakan dengan cowok)

Maunya emansipasi, tapi disuruh berdiri di bis malah cemberut
(sambil ngomel,Egois amat sih cowok ini tidak punya perasaan)

Jika di tanyakan siapa yang paling di banggakan, kebanyakan bilang Ibunya ,
tapi kenapa ya ….. lebih bangga jadi wanita karir,
padahal ibunya adalah ibu rumah tangga

Bila kesalahannya diingatkankan,
mukanya merah..
bila di ajari mukanya merah,
bila di sanjung mukanya merah
jika marah mukanya merah, kok sama
semua ? bingung !!

Di tanya ya atau tidak, jawabnya diam;
ditanya tidak atau ya, jawabnya diam;
ditanya ya atau ya, jawabnya :diam,
ditanya tidak atau tidak, jawabnya ; diam,
ketika didiamkan malah marah
(repot kita disuruh jadi dukun yang bisa nebak jawabannya).

Di bilang ceriwis marah,
dibilang berisik ngambek,
dibilang banyak mulut tersinggung,

tapi kalau dibilang S u p e l
wadow seneng banget…padahal sama saja maksudnya.

Dibilang gemuk engga senang
padahal maksud kita sehat gitu lho

dibilang kurus malah senang

padahal maksud kita “kenapa elho jadi begini !!!”

Itulah WANITA makin kita bingung makin senang DIA !


Pria itu memang susah…

Jika kamu memperlakukannya dengan baik, dia pikir kamu jatuh cinta
padanya..……. Jika tidak, kamu akan dibilang sombong.

Jika kamu berpakaian bagus, dia pikir kamu sedang mencoba untuk
menggodanya. Jika tidak, dia bilang kamu kampungan.

Jika kamu berdebat dengannya, dia bilang kamu keras kepala.
Jika kamu tetap diam, dia bilang kamu nggak punya otak.

Jika kamu lebih pintar dari pada dia, dia akan kehilangan muka..
Jika dia yang lebih pintar, dia bilang dia paling hebat.

Jika kamu tidak cinta padanya, dia akan mencoba mendapatkanmu.
Jika kamu mencintainya, dia akan mencoba untuk meninggalkanmu.

Jika kamu beritahu dia masalah mu, dia bilang kamu menyusahkan.
Jika tidak, dia bilang kamu tidak mempercayai mereka.

Jika kamu cerewet pada dia, kamu dibilang seperti seorang pengasuh
baginya. Tapi jika dia yang cerewet ke kamu, itu karena dia perhatian.

Jika kamu langgar janji kamu, kamu tidak bisa dipercaya.
Jika dia yang ingkari janjinya, dia melakukannya karena terpaksa.

Jika kamu merokok, kamu adalah cewek liar !
Tapi kalo dia yang merokok, dia adalah seorang gentleman, wuiihh..!

Jika kamu menyakitinya, kamu dibilang perempuan kejam..
Tapi jika dia yang menyakitimu, itu karena kamu terlalu sensitif dan
terlalu sulit untuk dibuat bahagia !!!!!

Jika kamu mengirimkan ini pada cowok-cowok, mereka pasti bersumpah kalau
ini tidak benar. Tapi jika kamu tidak mengirimkan ini pada mereka, mereka akan bilang kamu egois.

Jadi….. kirimkan ini pada semua teman lelakimu diluar sana dan
juga pada semua teman cewekmu untuk berbagi tawa bersama.. ;)
hwahwahwa…
Well…. it’s true..!!!!