in my solitude

[ ughh. my head is still spinning. n uncontrol. ] [ because of last night. n less sleep time. ]
[ i was awake at 9.30 am. ]
[ plan to go to campus at 10.30 am. ]
[ but my head is not friendly at all. :( ]
[ so i decided to skip the class. ]
[ n i texted baby to sign my attendance. ]
[ i missed another one important class! ]
[ business law ]
[ the only one subject that i have no idea how to learn this ]
[ cool ]

[ today mybe i'm gonna be a bit melancholic. ]
[ i'm sitting in front of my laptop, ]
[ writing this blog n drinking a glass of hot milk. ]
[ sadly, i can't taste the milk. it's tasteless. ]

[ baby sent me text to convince my feeling. ]
[ but it hasn't worked biee. :) ]

[ poor damn head! ]
[ feels like want to explode soon. ]
[ or mybe someone knock it on the wall. ]
[ can't write more. headache ]

[ Wandering like a leaf upon the wind ]
[ I have been searching for someone ]
[ Holding out for a love to shake my soul ]
[ Heaven or nothing ]
[ Then you walked into my life ]
[ In a blaze of light ]
[ I've never wanted someone more ]
[ You are the one I've waited for ]

[ Light of my life ]
[ You are the fire in my heart ]
[ When I am lost ]
[ I know I'll feel you burning in the dark ]
[ You're the light of my life ]
[ Every star in the sky ]
[ Shines more brightly when you're at my side ]
[ You're the light of my life ]

[ Dreaming, I feel you next to me ]
[ No, I'm not, I'm not dreaming ]
[ 'Cause I'm drowning in your kiss ]
[ I die in your arms ]
[ And when I hear you call my name ]
[ Baby, it's like I'm born again ]

[ Light of my life ]
[ You are the fire in my heart ]
[ When I am lost ]
[ I know I'll feel you burning in the dark ]
[ You're the light of my life ]
[ Every star in the sky ]
[ Shines more brightly when you're at my side ]
[ You're the light of my life ]

[ Your love's a lantern in the rain ]
[ Bringing me home time and again ]
[ Burning like an eternal flame ]

[ Light of my life ]
[ You're the beat of my heart ]
[ When I am lost ]
[ When you're lost I know ]
[ You'll see me shining ]
[ Shining in the dark ]
[ You're the light of my life ]
[ Like the stars in the sky ]
[ Only you can take me through ]
[ You're the only one who makes it right ]
[ Only you set fire to the night ]
[ You're the light of my life ]

p.s: i love u biee.

piggy~

taken before i go to sleep last night. ^^

babi from baby~ ^^ hehehe.

biee. biee..

hey~ i ady back from church.

ohh my baby cheers jesus!

u noe what??

it's raining after it~

n i don't bring my pinky umbrella.

hahaha.

so me n winda go back to condo with one umbrella covering our head~

so romantic...! :p

even my baby never done it b4 with me~ xD

anyway,

i'm going to wash my clothes first.

it's become a big mountain of dirty clothes. LOL

c'yaaa~

this is my cutiest boy~

oyaaaa.. forgot to tell u something guys.

2 days ago, baby bought me a cute piggy doll~ hahaha

first time i looked to the piggy,

i said " his face (piggy) wish me to buy him~

but i dowan! :p RM89.90.

soooo... finally my baby bought it for me~

he said to accompany me sleep at nite,

so whenever i miss him,

i just see the piggy face. ;P

thx bieee~ mwahh~

new blog (11.10.2009)

whooaa!
it's been a long time since i didn't write any blog here~ hehehe
so sorry guys.

i dunno what's happening with my firefox.

somehow i kinda lazy to use internet explorer~ o.O

(pic of me n biee)

it's sun morning!

11st of oct 2009, 8.07am.

5 min more i gotta go to church! ^^

praying for my final exams,

3 weeks ahead~

i'm a bit worried bout it,

but with GOD, i believe i can easily do it~

another reason for me,

to believe in myself is: my baby cen wi.

he always supports me all the way i do.

thx biiee~ ;)

love ya supermuch.

okaay. i gtg now~

write blog later~

tha.tha. ^^

togetherness~

lil' miss renz ;)

ms. renz.

look! we're compact! ^^

lyk mother lyk daughter~

PEACE!

twin ^^

i love u mom~ ^^

hello brotha!

she's my mom! :)

another me =.=

who: me. mom. bro
where: times square - crispy creme
when: 21.09.09, 3-3.30pm
what: shopping time
why: because my mom is here! walking ATM machine :p

things i got from my last shopping:
a pair of sandals, n hello kitty ransel~ hahaha
+ some socks. :):)
at 4.30, arrive at sun-inn.
sleep for about 1-2 hours while waiting for baby coming~
hoahhm... o.O
then, we go to ascaf together.
n we eat crab, mantau, cumi, fish ball, takoyaki, sate ayam.
TOP MARKOTOP.
stomach like a baloon ady~ xixixi.

n b4 back to sun inn,
mom n i take some pics around pyramid~ :):)
can't wait to ask my bro for uploading the pics!hohoho

i LOVE my FAMILY
i LOVE my BOYFRIEND
thx GOD for the beautiful LIFE U give to me ;)
i LOVE You the most! ^^

my first date~

yesterday, me, mom, bro, went to genting.

sorry i just can upload now.
abit lazy ar~ hehehe
me n bro wore the same t-shirt!
baby milo!
yihhaa~
that's what we called SIBLINGS~ ^^

tonight is my first date with my baby, erick. ^^
n what a coincidence,
when i go down to lobby to meet baby,
suddenly my VU bersatu friends r there too.
oh my Jesus..
speechless mode: on. they seduce us all the time.
hahaha
but never mind, friends huh! :):)

after that, me n baby go to pyramid by taxi,
to buy G force ticket.
1st date, watch movie. hehehe
then we go to sun inn,
to meet my mom n bro.
i am happy because my baby's known my family.
my dad's left!
next month yahh dud ^^
at sun inn,
we watch tv for a while,
alvin n the chipmunk! hahaha
so funny~
baby said he wanted to adopt hamster lyk alvin n frens. o.O
as if they are exist in this world!
next, we go to asia cafe.

(my bro.. glukk. glukk. glukk. ahhh~ :p)my pretty mom ;)

becoz we're not hungry yet,
so we order dimsum+apple juice.
eat n drink together... ^^(taken by: baby)
(me n baby ^^)

chit chat for about 1 hours,
then go back to pyramid.
(mom in front of pyra)

it's movie time ^^
9.20pm-11.30pm.
got some pic of us inside the movie theater.
hahaha.
so narsis ar~ :Plook at these! ahahaha

at the end of my story,
we go back to condo.
b4 he walk to LV,
n me to sun-u,
he gives me one sweetest kiss~
thx baby! cuupps*
TI AMO

20.09.2009

20.09.2009 ^^
thanks God for this beautiful day!
sometimes i still can't believe with the reality~
the existence of love between me n erick~
from the first time we know each other,
i think that we may not be more than friends,
but now he's my boyfriend! :)
"Jesus, i swear that i love him for sure."
n i won't play with my love this time.
i have been through so much heartache during my lifetime
so much pain n tears. n u all guys, don't know how hurt it is.
that's why, from today now on,
i hope that there will be no such heart-attack again :P
i will survive with my love.
he's gonna be my last guy.
thank you for your love, dud.
u have proved me that u love me.
just like what u did yesterday.
when we didn't meet up whole day long.
u make these signs below, written: miss u.
once again, thank you babe!

last night, after spending weekend with my mom n bro at genting,
we went to pyramid to have dinner.
n at the time i wanted to wait for shuttle bus,
erick came to pyramid, to buy his daily needs with his housemates.
he chose to accompany me to go back home, n didn't shop!
fufufu~
wo ai ni dud!!!! ><

i own him, guys.
don't try to steal him from me!
or i'll kick ur fuckin dumb ass off~ LOL
wanna try it?? :p

enjoying life*

what a busy day!
from 9.30 am - 10 pm,
no rest!
9.30 got EP tut class.
10.30 went to medan to meet my mom n bro
then go back to condo to take my book,
11.30 bs lect class.
12.30 lunch.
13.30 bs tut class.
then go home at 14.30
rest for 30 min.
15.00 made bl assignment
17.30 my brain became so hot.hahaha
18.00 my mom n bro came to my condo to bring my clothes etc
18.30 wait for shuttle bus, but didn't come
so 19.00 using taxi, go to pyramid
(eat at KING i,yummmyyy~ :p finnaly can eat delicious food! LOL
then kangen2an sm mom n koko ^^)
21.30 wait for shuttle bus
22.00 arrive home!

but something is left!
i MISS dudud so much!!
today only met him for 2 hours. huhuhu
but it does not matter ma.
coz we're chatting at YM now.
n if i miss him,
i can simply go down,
n meet him! hahaha
huuuggss* huuuggss**
2 days more dud! ^^

i LOVE my life now :)