FUNNY!

just laugh as long as u can!

coz u think i'm a 'FUNNY CLOWN'

or perharps ur 'DOLL'

u read my blog n u think it's like a comics

so funny. what an entertaining story.

thx vo making me cry in this afternoon.

:):)

in my solitude

[ ughh. my head is still spinning. n uncontrol. ] [ because of last night. n less sleep time. ]
[ i was awake at 9.30 am. ]
[ plan to go to campus at 10.30 am. ]
[ but my head is not friendly at all. :( ]
[ so i decided to skip the class. ]
[ n i texted baby to sign my attendance. ]
[ i missed another one important class! ]
[ business law ]
[ the only one subject that i have no idea how to learn this ]
[ cool ]

[ today mybe i'm gonna be a bit melancholic. ]
[ i'm sitting in front of my laptop, ]
[ writing this blog n drinking a glass of hot milk. ]
[ sadly, i can't taste the milk. it's tasteless. ]

[ baby sent me text to convince my feeling. ]
[ but it hasn't worked biee. :) ]

[ poor damn head! ]
[ feels like want to explode soon. ]
[ or mybe someone knock it on the wall. ]
[ can't write more. headache ]

[ Wandering like a leaf upon the wind ]
[ I have been searching for someone ]
[ Holding out for a love to shake my soul ]
[ Heaven or nothing ]
[ Then you walked into my life ]
[ In a blaze of light ]
[ I've never wanted someone more ]
[ You are the one I've waited for ]

[ Light of my life ]
[ You are the fire in my heart ]
[ When I am lost ]
[ I know I'll feel you burning in the dark ]
[ You're the light of my life ]
[ Every star in the sky ]
[ Shines more brightly when you're at my side ]
[ You're the light of my life ]

[ Dreaming, I feel you next to me ]
[ No, I'm not, I'm not dreaming ]
[ 'Cause I'm drowning in your kiss ]
[ I die in your arms ]
[ And when I hear you call my name ]
[ Baby, it's like I'm born again ]

[ Light of my life ]
[ You are the fire in my heart ]
[ When I am lost ]
[ I know I'll feel you burning in the dark ]
[ You're the light of my life ]
[ Every star in the sky ]
[ Shines more brightly when you're at my side ]
[ You're the light of my life ]

[ Your love's a lantern in the rain ]
[ Bringing me home time and again ]
[ Burning like an eternal flame ]

[ Light of my life ]
[ You're the beat of my heart ]
[ When I am lost ]
[ When you're lost I know ]
[ You'll see me shining ]
[ Shining in the dark ]
[ You're the light of my life ]
[ Like the stars in the sky ]
[ Only you can take me through ]
[ You're the only one who makes it right ]
[ Only you set fire to the night ]
[ You're the light of my life ]

p.s: i love u biee.

in my bored time~

hi!hi!

i just back from campus~ ^^
today's activities r not so interesting i think.
because i don't like BL, whereas i have 2 classes of BL,
1 class of MOB, n 1 class of EP. huff~
last night me n my friends r cooking fried noodles!hee-hee.
but i don't expect it become such spicy noodles~ o.O
bcoz syerli n isra likes spicy one,
so me,winda, n fitria just accept it =.=
n after eating together with them, we decide not to study BL.
i am a bit tired last night,
so i went to sleep earlier, about 11.45 pm,
n wake up at 7 am. hoahmm ^.~
because i have a plenty of time to do NOTHING,
so i put on some make-up on my eyes.
i use black eye liner! lol
abit crazy~
here is my style today~

u can see the eye liner here. :P

this one is only one of my narsism-pic~ ^^

allrite, i gtg now. want to eat my dinner~ hehehe

c yaa~

the hardest time

sometimes i still can't believe that i've entered a university life.

a life where you are able to learn many interesting things,

from the best thing, even until the worst of yours.

the world will teach you all.

so it depends on how you control your life.

my senior had told me before that i'm gonna miss high school moments.

although it's fulled with the school's rules, and so-not-important-homeworks,

we wished that we can turn back to the time like that.

breaking the rules, having fun-going mad with fellas,

a 5 days 4 night trip to Bali, watching movie almost every week,

and another amazing stuff with them all~ ^^

don't you want to go back to this time?

for me, i really want to! :):)

based on my self-experienced,

i do think that my uni life now is an adventure.

well, i suppose i might struggle on such adventure! hahaha.

it's not likely with playing roller coaster, or even bungee jumping,

in my opinion, it's more than that!

i am studying in malaysia for about 3 months,

and i have been used to it.

a couple of my friends sometimes ask me,

"why do you choose malaysia for the place to study?"

i'm not gonna say it's because my own choice,

my first choice is actually singapore.

the reason is i love this merlion country.

a peaceful and green country.

however, i don't regret to be here now.

because the place of study is not the main matter at all.

wherever you study, if you can struggle with the lesson,

you'll be kick out from uni.

and this is what i'm trying to face it.

my upcoming final test, which is going to be held from 2-9th november.

the subjects that is going to be taken are:

nov 2nd: Business Stats

nov 4th: MOB

nov 5th: Econs Principles

nov 9th: Business Law

(i'm not really sure about the time table, but who cares izzit? ^^)

from 4 of the subjects tested, i put my BIGGEST FEAR on Business Law.

(i put the biggest font also. ^o^)

whereas some of my mates are worried about EP. haa-haa.

these four evils are killing me softly~ :P

it's a big challenge for me.

for a lazy stupid bum called renz.

to be honest, i TOTALLY can not escape from this laziness.

a DEADLY virus for all people, especially me.

lazy to start studying, i know the materials are too much though.

so guys, do u think that i am worth with the high distinction mark in my final exams?

i guess not. :p if i put less effort on it~ LMAO.

my learning way is kinda different with my friends.

they prefer studying from night until mid night.

in contrast, i prefer studying from dawn until morning.

so at night, i only can study until 7 pm.

above that time, my head needs fire fighters. omigosh!

actually i might stay awake until 10 or 11 pm to study,

but i ensure that there's no knowledge i receive. :(

hell yeahh. that's me. jacqueline florencia irena.

how lucky my friends they can stay awake until late at night,

and me only can study in the morning~ pheeww~

now i only surrender it all to You, Lord.

me n my friends are struggling with this final exams,

where our 3 months learning will be determined by the final results.

i don't want any failure. i don't want any regretful.

all i want is succeed. :)

so Lord, our Father, please bless your daughter,

to keep the spirit of studying up,

open my mind n heart, so that i can take not only receive Your words,

but also what the lecturers taught me.

thank you Lord, Amen.

new blog (11.10.2009)

whooaa!
it's been a long time since i didn't write any blog here~ hehehe
so sorry guys.

i dunno what's happening with my firefox.

somehow i kinda lazy to use internet explorer~ o.O

(pic of me n biee)

it's sun morning!

11st of oct 2009, 8.07am.

5 min more i gotta go to church! ^^

praying for my final exams,

3 weeks ahead~

i'm a bit worried bout it,

but with GOD, i believe i can easily do it~

another reason for me,

to believe in myself is: my baby cen wi.

he always supports me all the way i do.

thx biiee~ ;)

love ya supermuch.

okaay. i gtg now~

write blog later~

tha.tha. ^^

enjoying life*

what a busy day!
from 9.30 am - 10 pm,
no rest!
9.30 got EP tut class.
10.30 went to medan to meet my mom n bro
then go back to condo to take my book,
11.30 bs lect class.
12.30 lunch.
13.30 bs tut class.
then go home at 14.30
rest for 30 min.
15.00 made bl assignment
17.30 my brain became so hot.hahaha
18.00 my mom n bro came to my condo to bring my clothes etc
18.30 wait for shuttle bus, but didn't come
so 19.00 using taxi, go to pyramid
(eat at KING i,yummmyyy~ :p finnaly can eat delicious food! LOL
then kangen2an sm mom n koko ^^)
21.30 wait for shuttle bus
22.00 arrive home!

but something is left!
i MISS dudud so much!!
today only met him for 2 hours. huhuhu
but it does not matter ma.
coz we're chatting at YM now.
n if i miss him,
i can simply go down,
n meet him! hahaha
huuuggss* huuuggss**
2 days more dud! ^^

i LOVE my life now :)

wif dud ^^

after 2 hours of block teaching,
i go to pyramid with my mates. :)
so muchh funnnn...
especially when we take shuttle bus,
today's shuttle bus is way more comfortable than the usual bus.
hahaha.
so we sit inside there two times,
we 'keliling2' sunway 2x lo~ hehehe
crazyyyy o.O
n also on our way home,
another 2 rounds. :P
so total is 4x. yuhuuu~
norakkk mode: on ^^

n today's pics,
most of the pics r me n erick. ^^

dinner time,
all VU bersatu members gather at sun-u lobby to eat together
we are happy family ^^
tommy cook omellet with sausages inside,
he also boils sausages for us,
each get 2 :p
then 1 fishball for each again,
also additional abon by devi n syerli,
keripik kentang by winda,
n saos sambal by fitria.
whooaaa. TOP MARKOTOP! ^^
after dinner,
richard, our VU bersatu president,
play guitar,
n we all sing along so many kinds of songs. ^^
next time lagi yuukk guysss ;);)

hao lahh..
not in the mood for blog-ing nie..
sorry yahh guys.. :(
papaiii ^^

09.09.09

okayy.

today's date is 09.09.09
a beautiful number rite??
this month, there are 2 special dates,
first, 09.09.09
second, 20.09.2009
which one is the best huh?? ^^
these dates will never happen twice!
so let it be the happiest day of yours! ^^

i lost my other half of my heart
could someone tell me,
where can i found such lost? ^^

look up to the sky*

ahhh.. wanna get out from this situasion.
unpredictable. unexpected. n unfair.
i can't make decision to give up on you.
but i think it's u who want me to give up.
so from this time on,
i will free my mind n my heart.
so, let me say it to you,
GOODBYE~ ^^
can u hear me? :P

n this is me rite now.
a young lady who is showing her two much stronger wings,
n ready to fly to the far- reaching sky.
you can see me from there,
but you can't shoot me,
or you will never see me again. :):)

this song, represents my life now.
proud of you (fiona fung)

Love in your eyes
Sitting silent by my side
Going on Holding hand
Walking through the nights
Hold me up Hold me tight
Lift me up to touch the sky
Teaching me to love with heart
Helping me open my mind

I can fly
I'm proud that I can fly
To give the best of mine
Till the end of the time
Believe me I can fly
I'm proud that I can fly
To give the best of mine
The heaven in the sky

Stars in the sky
Wishing once upon a time
Give me love Make me smile
Till the end of life
Hold me up Hold me tight
Lift me up to touch the sky
Teaching me to love with heart
Helping me open my mind

I can fly
I'm proud that I can fly
To give the best of mine
Till the end of the time
Believe me I can fly
I'm proud that I can fly
To give the best of mine
The heaven in the sky

Can you believe that you lie down my way, no matter how that is my birth, I never loose my day.

See me fly.
I'm proud to fly up high.
Show you the best of mine.
Till the end of the time
Believe me I can fly.
I'm singing in the sky.
Show you the best of mine.
The heaven in the sky.
Nothing can stop me to spread my wings, so wide

I.AM.SPEECHLESS.

i am wonder y today i feel so "empty"?
no mood for sad yet happy.
even if i am smiling to my friends this whole day,
for sure it's a FAKE one. huikss :(

i wake up at 9.45 am,
then quickly take a bath~
10.20 am, go down to lobby,
waiting for my other gals.
come a bit late for BL's lecture.
it's okay lo~ :) (fake smile again~)

after 1 hour class,
we eat at orange.
n so.. u already noe whad's my food~
MIX RICE~ only for 3RM. hehehe
bingung bgt lo!
pingin cpt2 december,
eat mom's BEST food~
mama.
i miss ur a life time love~
want to sleep beside u again~
miss ur hugs n kisses~ huwaahh...

then 12.30 back to condo.
rest for a while*****
13.30, have another lecture.
MOB. n again, we come late!
hahaha (fake laugh*)
it goes for 1 hour.

before BS workshop 1 hour later,
me n my friends decide to do MOB online tests @ CLC
devin ady has the answers.
so we just enter the answers lo~
n TADAAAAA~ (my BL lecturers' lovely word*)
15/15, 15/15.

n then 3.30-4.30 workshop.
i think i am lucky bcoz i don't bring the text book
bcoz we only study for 30min, n the rest?
mr. tee tell us the ghost story.
but i don't really understand bout it! hahahaha
so, gag jd takut deehhh~ xD

now i don't noe whad i'm goin' to do~
perhaps only do my tutor's homework~
done le.done le.
i am speechless~

proud of myself

i can't believe that it's been 3 weeks and 1 day for me living in malaysia.
time passed so fast~ :):)
generally, i feel so much fun here.
nothing to be worried about.
no pain. no sorrow. no fear. NOTHING haunts me at all!

n i think my mom n dad has been used to it too.
week 1, week 2, they called me every night.
asking how's my day. can i follow the lecture or not.
how're friends here. and so on.
but what about week 3??
mybe i can count how many times they call me in a week
only with one hand! hahaha

somehow, i miss my jakarta friends too.
it's too pity because last saturday i can not meet a friend of mine,
renny antonious.
because at that time, she went to Genting.
so i won't waste my money to meet her at Genting, will i? :(
eerrm... see u on december baby ;)

this morning i woke up at 8.30
because my first class is at 9.30.
hooahhm... always sleepy~
during MOB tutorial, we discussed about our presentation.
what do i like about presentation is,
i don't want to stay silent in front of my friends.
i prefer talking to standing silently~
i consider that the lecturer will give extra points to me :D
hey, n this morning, all of us had to collect to assignment plan.
some of us were returned back.
i don't know why. but cheers baby jesus,
my assignment plan has been accepted! ^^
for some reasons,
i am grateful that i used to study at SMAK 1 Penabur
which is one of the BEST school in Jakarta ^^
why am i so grateful???
because smak 1 a.k.a smukie has taught me how to be strong in making such assignments
while i was in SMAK 1,
the teachers gave so many homeworks to do,
n the exams are also NOT EASY!
my friends, here, always say " ohh. this is so hard.
i haven't done the assignments plan!
how about the tutorial questions?? man! damn it!"
bla bla bla.
well, u need to give more attention to them guys.
don't just talk shit like that but at the end,
NO RESULT.
in my opinion,
my stress level in my senior high school is higher than in university.
i tell u the truth dear.
smukie is way more difficult than my recent uni. LOL
however, i also want to say thanks to one guy here.
every nite we always chat.
but for learning purposes.
that guy, never told me the exact answers of the tutorial.
he let me to do self-analyse,
why does it happen? what is the main idea of the question?
how to deal with the problems?
until what is the conclusion.
thanks boy~ :):)
u make me more mature.
n i become more dilligent in solving the questions.
NEVER GIVE UP! ^^
with one "JIA YOU" (chinese) which means " SEMANGAT"
so i can smile at him. :)
not only smiling, but also keep my spirit up.

feeling useless i came to BL workshop today.
because we only look the presentation about "time management"
if i know it will be like that, i will continue my sleep!
because while waiting BL workshop at 4.30,
i took a nap for 30 minutes only.
n after arriving at level 4,
i just realised that the class has been changed to level 1.
ohh shit.
luckily, i met some guys who also went to the wrong class.
the one who talked to me . . .
he's kinda handsome. oh. oh. oh. :p
now i recognize that he is in the same BL tutorial with me this morning too!
no mannn..
i think it's just my first impression to him. ROFL.

now, the time shows 7 pm.
i have to take a bath soon.
7.30, i have an important appointment with my boys n girls.
what kinda appointment is that??!
DINNER lo~
in m'sia, i only eat twice a day. :p
good ma?? hahaha
i like that. kinda diet. but no!
i'm not in a diet proccess.
just because i wake up at around 9,
n being hurry to come in class on time.
^^
so, goodbye for now.
it's been quiet long blog i write today.
yep.yep.
last quote:
"Everytime you smile at someone,
it is an action of love,
a gift to that person,
a beautiful thing. "
[Mother Teresa]
so, from me,
smile to everyone around u!
give a warm acquaintanceship to ur family,
ur friends, ur boyfriend, girlfriend, neighbour,
or even stranger! hahaha
but BE AWARE mah~
watch out! :p

mwahhh~

辛苦故事

3 am in the morning, i just fell asleep.

it's really hard to sleep!
finally, i accompany erick,
because he also still can't sleep.
well, he has to sleep though.
because he will have his basketball competition at 8 am.
so i sing a lullaby song for him lo~ hahaha
2 songs for 5 RM. :p
no laaa.. for free!
after forcing him to go to sleep,
i sign out from YM,
n then text him for a while.

11 am, wake up ^^
hooooaaahhmmm...
nyenyak~nyenyak~ ~.~
i turn on my laptop,
then around 11, erick online too.
then he says that his team is win! ^^
congrats broooo.hihihi

in a deep real sorrow. :((真的很希望他会在我身边。。。

finnaly...
just another cry~
why do these tears fall again?
i won't escape from my reality.
whether i noe it's way more bitter than yesterday.
it really stress me out.
很多男人喜欢我。
但是我怎么会还想他？
他不是好男人。。
不明白我的心里。
在来一次。。。
我应该告诉我自己。
我和他真的没有完美的爱情故事。
就忘了吧。
他。。。。
我相信。。。
他在新加坡也不管理我。
他。。。。。
一定有了他喜欢的女人。
有时候，
我有头头开他的FACEBOOK ACC。
真失望。
他一点儿也没有记得我。
我很无所谓。
我的世界和他的世界，
已经不一样。。。

原来的。。。
我自己的朋友，CHERRY，
她常常WALL他。
真的很好笑噢。。。 ：)：)


没有力。。。心疼。。。
我要慢慢忘着你。

现在。。。
我喜欢两个男人。
你们觉得怎么样呢？？ TT
我。。。非常非常需要爱！！

aight...
this is the end of my story for today.
sorry to my friends,
i don't join u all to go to pyra.
just enjoy ba :):)
i want to take a rest now.
tomorrow,
i am going to church with winda.
probably with michael n ryan too.

n for this night,
me n winda plans to eat @ MEDAN.
hemat hemat lor~

i.can't.sleep!

miss mui papa. n ebii angel ;)
@ dad: get well soon dad. i love u so much ♥

miss the moment when we take uncountable pictaz. hehehe narsis time is always #1! ^^

10.40 pm
so i start this blog again.
pheww~
feel bored.
24 hours stay at my room~
hihihi.
researching 4 assignments.

need lots of effort to finish it~
eeii.. i am sooooo kesal ma~
just now...
my earphone is broken!
aaaarrghhh..
i forget tat i'm still using my earphone
then i stand up,
want to arrange my bookshelf at first.
n...daasshhhh...*
my earphone..@@
i hv to say goodbye~ TT

( the result of breaking my earphone =.= )
see? rapii ma??

next week lo..buy again.
ud kyk org kaya ajah g.
beli2 brg terus. :(

my today's breakfast+lunch+dinner~
only eat 1 slice of wholegrain bread with peanut jam~
n a glass of choco milk~ hahaha

(muka suntuk =.= )
this one, global warming effect! hahaha

my everything!!
all keys go to heaven.
1. open the main door
2. open padlock
3. open room door
4. open wardrobe
if it's lost??
BACK TO HOMETOWN LOO~
TT
gag laa...
just can't forgive myself~ :):)

welcome to m'sia~

hello everyone!

sorry if i am late writing my next blog

now i'm in malaysia.

i've already started my orientation day on monday

today i bebas loor~^^

unfortunately, my internet connection at my condo is still cannot be connected.

now,

what i want to tell u is about my conditions.

i feel so great here. :)

happy that i can adapt with my new environment

good friends, although we're still shy

hmm.. my roommate has not back from her holiday i think.

she's indonesian. i saw her photo with her boyfriend on her desk

lol. yeahh. i am sure i will have great experiences here

in another country.

the lecturers r also really helpful.

they also friendly to us.

no wonder that i like this place

so....

for mommy n daddy

pls don't worry about me.

for cindy, defin, fenni, peqink, qmel, getta n others

i miss u all so bad. :(

later on, i will meet my ex-bf here

wakakakakakaka.

mr. q.

glad to see him la~

n i won't remember someone who ruined my heart before.

sorry still cannot open my facebook

n reply all friends' walls

mybe next week.

we chat on msn key!

c yaaa....

nb: i'm going to watch HARRY POTTER with some of my new friends tomorrow

n with victor jyoti too. :)

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-NO PHOTOS UPLOADED TODAY-

coz i'm using sunway uni's computer~

i LOVE my life now!!!! mwahhh!

hard to explain

good day everyone! :)
still on holiday's atmosphere...
u'd better be happy ya! ^^

err..
i really want to be happy on this holiday
actually...
but.. something makes me a lil' bit down
n confuse.
sad. n dunno what to say. :(
i will abstractly tell my sigh moan to u.

whad do u think if i keep being lyk this?
keep in silence.
trying to convince my heart with someone.
that guy. i can't tell u who is he.
all that i noe is he is always in my heart.
whad kind of sex appeal does 'someone-i-am-talking-about'
has? n that human, makes me really sorrow.
to be honest,
i am kind of person who will give
my full attention, my care, my love,
to someone that i really love.
however, how if my love doesn't return to me back?
poor me. just give a damn to myself huh?

"i noe that i don't have to be sad
i noe that i have a right to get the better one
i noe that everyone say i am not worthy for 'someone'
who always makes me cry
i noe that so many people out there love me for real
i noe that this is not a game for two
i noe.. i noe it."
i'm on my age of 18
i'm still young to think further.
i still can work for myself :)

just hoping that...
4 more days i can erase 'someone' shadow
that often haunts my life.
my night. my dream.

instead of thinking unprecious feeling
it's better to think about my friends.

tomorrow, i'm going to TA,
to play badminton indoor n tennis table.
woow. that'll be great fun! ^^
mybe tomorrow is the last day i meet them
sobss.. TT nah.. don't worry
coz there's still tomorrow n tomorrow.
i won't be sad! ^______________^
after tired playing,
we will only 'jalan-jalan' in TA
eating. laughing. n taking so many pics.

i love my friends.
n i'm sure i will miss them after monday :,)

owwyaaaa..
forgot to tell u.
last nite me n defin made a call from 10.47 pm - 00. 40 am
thx defin.
u'r one of my bestfriend.
thx for ur farewell song for me ya!lol
u made me laughing too bad...
remember? too sweet! NOT so sweet! hahaha

hao laaa..
too much fool here.
c yaaa. mwackks!
sign out!*********