an uncontinual life story of mine ^^

my last blog

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sorry i have to end up writing this blog.

n i'm continuing to another blog which won't let anyone read.

so goodbye for my past.

n welcome for my future. :)

thx for everyone who spends ur time for reading my blog.

thx for all the supports. :)

i appreciate it so much.

now. i'll go through my life, day by day, with my biee.

give u a big bear hug n a billion times of kisses! ^^

i want to be with u forever.

the last guy in my life. :)

thx for ur love dud!

p.s: jun loves wi 20.09.2009

FUNNY!

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just laugh as long as u can!

coz u think i'm a 'FUNNY CLOWN'

or perharps ur 'DOLL'

u read my blog n u think it's like a comics

so funny. what an entertaining story.

thx vo making me cry in this afternoon.

:):)

对你有感觉

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江美琪/光良

对你有感觉

美琪:我曾深刻体会　对爱感到胆怯　还好有懂我的你给我安慰

wo ceng shen ke ti hui dui ai gan dao dan qie hai hao you dong wo de ni gei wo an wei

I have deeply experienced before the fear towards love. Luckily, I have you who understands me, who can give me comfort

光良:看你失落的脸　又在为爱憔悴　我心痛的感觉竟如此的强烈

kan ni shi luo de lian you zai wei ai qiao cui wo xin tong de gan jue jing ru ci de qiang lie

Looking at your despondent face, you are gaunt and pallid because of love again. The pain in my heart is unexpectedly strong

美琪:眼角的泪　它给过谁

yan jiao de lei ta gei guo shui

The tear at the corner of the eye, for whom was it shed?

光良:伤透了心　也无所谓

shang tou le xin ye wu suo wei

Even if severly hurt, that doesn’t matter

美琪:我会愿意　静静的　陪在你身边

wo hui yuan yi jing jing de pei zai ni shen bian

I am willing to, quietly, stay by your side

光良:如果说爱　已不可为

ru guo shuo ai yi bu ke wei

If love can no longer be

美琪:那我宁愿　藏心里面

na wo ning yuan cang xin li mian

Then I’m willing to secret it within my heart

合唱:其实我害怕会失去你的感觉　哦~哦~

qi shi wo hai pa hui shi qu ni de gan jue wo wo

Actually, I’m afraid of the feeling of losing you. Oh…oh

美琪:怎麽会开始对你有了　感觉

zen me hui kai shi dui ni you le gan jue

How did I start to have feelings toward you?

光良:又深怕朋友默契转身　不见

you shen pa peng you mo qi zhuan shen bu jian

I’m worried too that our easy camaraderie as friends would disappear

合唱:矛盾著　犹豫不决　没準备　跨越爱的界线

mao dun zhe you yu bu jue mei zhun bei kua yue ai de ji xian

Conflicted, undecided, unprepared to cross the boundaries of love

怎麽会开始对你有了　感觉

zen me hui kai shi dui ni you le gan jue

How did I start having feelings toward you?

深陷朋友恋人之间的　危险

shen xian peng you lian ren zhi jian de wei xian

Sinking deeply into the danger of the grey zone between friends and lovers

进与退　被爱包围　谁犯规　都狼狈

jin yu tui bei ai bao wei shui fan gui dou lang bei

To proceed or to retreat, being surrounded by love. No matter who breaks the rules, it’d be awkward for all

谁能解围　让一切完美

shui neng po wei rang yi qie wan mei

Who can break this siege, and return make everything perfect?

合唱:怎麽会开始对你有了　感觉

zen me hui kai shi dui ni you le gan jue

How did I start to have feelings toward you?

又深怕朋友默契转身　不见

you shen pa peng you mo qi zhuan shen bu jian

I’m worried too that our easy camaraderie as friends would disappear

矛盾著　犹豫不决　没準备　跨越爱的界线　哦~

mao dun zhe you yu bu jue mei zhun bei kua yue ai de ji xian wo

Conflicted, undecided, unprepared to cross the boundaries of love. Oh…

怎麽会开始对你有了　感觉

zen me hui kai shi dui ni you le gan jue

How did I start having feelings toward you?

深陷朋友恋人之间的　危险

shen xian peng you lian ren zhi jian de wei xian

Sinking deeply into the danger of the grey zone between friends and lovers

你和我　拥抱瞬间　不後悔　这暧昧

ni he wo yong bao shun jian bu hou hui zhe ai mei

You and me, let’s embrace the moment. No regrets for the ambiguity

星光唯美　把爱放心里面

xing guang wei mei ba ai fang xin li mei

Starlight is only beautiful, so let’s put love into our hearts

光良:哦~哦~

wo~ wo~

Oh… Oh…

美琪:把爱放心里面　哦~哦~

ba ai fang xin li mian wo wo

put love into the heart. Oh… oh…

合唱:把爱放心里面　哦~哦~

ba ai fang xin li mian wo wo

Put love into the heart. Oh… oh…

美琪:把爱放心里面

ba ai fang xin li mian

Put love into the heart

in my solitude

2009-10-14T09:58:00.003+07:00

[ ughh. my head is still spinning. n uncontrol. ] [ because of last night. n less sleep time. ]
[ i was awake at 9.30 am. ]
[ plan to go to campus at 10.30 am. ]
[ but my head is not friendly at all. :( ]
[ so i decided to skip the class. ]
[ n i texted baby to sign my attendance. ]
[ i missed another one important class! ]
[ business law ]
[ the only one subject that i have no idea how to learn this ]
[ cool ]

[ today mybe i'm gonna be a bit melancholic. ]
[ i'm sitting in front of my laptop, ]
[ writing this blog n drinking a glass of hot milk. ]
[ sadly, i can't taste the milk. it's tasteless. ]

[ baby sent me text to convince my feeling. ]
[ but it hasn't worked biee. :) ]

[ poor damn head! ]
[ feels like want to explode soon. ]
[ or mybe someone knock it on the wall. ]
[ can't write more. headache ]

[ Wandering like a leaf upon the wind ]
[ I have been searching for someone ]
[ Holding out for a love to shake my soul ]
[ Heaven or nothing ]
[ Then you walked into my life ]
[ In a blaze of light ]
[ I've never wanted someone more ]
[ You are the one I've waited for ]

[ Light of my life ]
[ You are the fire in my heart ]
[ When I am lost ]
[ I know I'll feel you burning in the dark ]
[ You're the light of my life ]
[ Every star in the sky ]
[ Shines more brightly when you're at my side ]
[ You're the light of my life ]

[ Dreaming, I feel you next to me ]
[ No, I'm not, I'm not dreaming ]
[ 'Cause I'm drowning in your kiss ]
[ I die in your arms ]
[ And when I hear you call my name ]
[ Baby, it's like I'm born again ]

[ Light of my life ]
[ You are the fire in my heart ]
[ When I am lost ]
[ I know I'll feel you burning in the dark ]
[ You're the light of my life ]
[ Every star in the sky ]
[ Shines more brightly when you're at my side ]
[ You're the light of my life ]

[ Your love's a lantern in the rain ]
[ Bringing me home time and again ]
[ Burning like an eternal flame ]

[ Light of my life ]
[ You're the beat of my heart ]
[ When I am lost ]
[ When you're lost I know ]
[ You'll see me shining ]
[ Shining in the dark ]
[ You're the light of my life ]
[ Like the stars in the sky ]
[ Only you can take me through ]
[ You're the only one who makes it right ]
[ Only you set fire to the night ]
[ You're the light of my life ]

p.s: i love u biee.

in my bored time~

2009-10-13T17:19:00.003+07:00

hi!hi!

i just back from campus~ ^^
today's activities r not so interesting i think.
because i don't like BL, whereas i have 2 classes of BL,
1 class of MOB, n 1 class of EP. huff~
last night me n my friends r cooking fried noodles!hee-hee.
but i don't expect it become such spicy noodles~ o.O
bcoz syerli n isra likes spicy one,
so me,winda, n fitria just accept it =.=
n after eating together with them, we decide not to study BL.
i am a bit tired last night,
so i went to sleep earlier, about 11.45 pm,
n wake up at 7 am. hoahmm ^.~
because i have a plenty of time to do NOTHING,
so i put on some make-up on my eyes.
i use black eye liner! lol
abit crazy~
here is my style today~

u can see the eye liner here. :P

this one is only one of my narsism-pic~ ^^

allrite, i gtg now. want to eat my dinner~ hehehe

c yaa~

piggy~

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taken before i go to sleep last night. ^^

babi from baby~ ^^ hehehe.

the hardest time

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sometimes i still can't believe that i've entered a university life.

a life where you are able to learn many interesting things,

from the best thing, even until the worst of yours.

the world will teach you all.

so it depends on how you control your life.

my senior had told me before that i'm gonna miss high school moments.

although it's fulled with the school's rules, and so-not-important-homeworks,

we wished that we can turn back to the time like that.

breaking the rules, having fun-going mad with fellas,

a 5 days 4 night trip to Bali, watching movie almost every week,

and another amazing stuff with them all~ ^^

don't you want to go back to this time?

for me, i really want to! :):)

based on my self-experienced,

i do think that my uni life now is an adventure.

well, i suppose i might struggle on such adventure! hahaha.

it's not likely with playing roller coaster, or even bungee jumping,

in my opinion, it's more than that!

i am studying in malaysia for about 3 months,

and i have been used to it.

a couple of my friends sometimes ask me,

"why do you choose malaysia for the place to study?"

i'm not gonna say it's because my own choice,

my first choice is actually singapore.

the reason is i love this merlion country.

a peaceful and green country.

however, i don't regret to be here now.

because the place of study is not the main matter at all.

wherever you study, if you can struggle with the lesson,

you'll be kick out from uni.

and this is what i'm trying to face it.

my upcoming final test, which is going to be held from 2-9th november.

the subjects that is going to be taken are:

nov 2nd: Business Stats

nov 4th: MOB

nov 5th: Econs Principles

nov 9th: Business Law

(i'm not really sure about the time table, but who cares izzit? ^^)

from 4 of the subjects tested, i put my BIGGEST FEAR on Business Law.

(i put the biggest font also. ^o^)

whereas some of my mates are worried about EP. haa-haa.

these four evils are killing me softly~ :P

it's a big challenge for me.

for a lazy stupid bum called renz.

to be honest, i TOTALLY can not escape from this laziness.

a DEADLY virus for all people, especially me.

lazy to start studying, i know the materials are too much though.

so guys, do u think that i am worth with the high distinction mark in my final exams?

i guess not. :p if i put less effort on it~ LMAO.

my learning way is kinda different with my friends.

they prefer studying from night until mid night.

in contrast, i prefer studying from dawn until morning.

so at night, i only can study until 7 pm.

above that time, my head needs fire fighters. omigosh!

actually i might stay awake until 10 or 11 pm to study,

but i ensure that there's no knowledge i receive. :(

hell yeahh. that's me. jacqueline florencia irena.

how lucky my friends they can stay awake until late at night,

and me only can study in the morning~ pheeww~

now i only surrender it all to You, Lord.

me n my friends are struggling with this final exams,

where our 3 months learning will be determined by the final results.

i don't want any failure. i don't want any regretful.

all i want is succeed. :)

so Lord, our Father, please bless your daughter,

to keep the spirit of studying up,

open my mind n heart, so that i can take not only receive Your words,

but also what the lecturers taught me.

thank you Lord, Amen.

biee. biee..

2009-10-11T08:55:00.003+07:00

hey~ i ady back from church.

ohh my baby cheers jesus!

u noe what??

it's raining after it~

n i don't bring my pinky umbrella.

hahaha.

so me n winda go back to condo with one umbrella covering our head~

so romantic...! :p

even my baby never done it b4 with me~ xD

anyway,

i'm going to wash my clothes first.

it's become a big mountain of dirty clothes. LOL

c'yaaa~

this is my cutiest boy~

oyaaaa.. forgot to tell u something guys.

2 days ago, baby bought me a cute piggy doll~ hahaha

first time i looked to the piggy,

i said " his face (piggy) wish me to buy him~

but i dowan! :p RM89.90.

soooo... finally my baby bought it for me~

he said to accompany me sleep at nite,

so whenever i miss him,

i just see the piggy face. ;P

thx bieee~ mwahh~

new blog (11.10.2009)

2009-10-11T07:03:00.004+07:00

whooaa!
it's been a long time since i didn't write any blog here~ hehehe
so sorry guys.

i dunno what's happening with my firefox.

somehow i kinda lazy to use internet explorer~ o.O

(pic of me n biee)

it's sun morning!

11st of oct 2009, 8.07am.

5 min more i gotta go to church! ^^

praying for my final exams,

3 weeks ahead~

i'm a bit worried bout it,

but with GOD, i believe i can easily do it~

another reason for me,

to believe in myself is: my baby cen wi.

he always supports me all the way i do.

thx biiee~ ;)

love ya supermuch.

okaay. i gtg now~

write blog later~

tha.tha. ^^

togetherness~

2009-09-22T00:39:00.008+07:00

lil' miss renz ;)

ms. renz.

look! we're compact! ^^

lyk mother lyk daughter~

PEACE!

twin ^^

i love u mom~ ^^

hello brotha!

she's my mom! :)

another me =.=

who: me. mom. bro
where: times square - crispy creme
when: 21.09.09, 3-3.30pm
what: shopping time
why: because my mom is here! walking ATM machine :p

things i got from my last shopping:
a pair of sandals, n hello kitty ransel~ hahaha
+ some socks. :):)
at 4.30, arrive at sun-inn.
sleep for about 1-2 hours while waiting for baby coming~
hoahhm... o.O
then, we go to ascaf together.
n we eat crab, mantau, cumi, fish ball, takoyaki, sate ayam.
TOP MARKOTOP.
stomach like a baloon ady~ xixixi.

n b4 back to sun inn,
mom n i take some pics around pyramid~ :):)
can't wait to ask my bro for uploading the pics!hohoho

i LOVE my FAMILY
i LOVE my BOYFRIEND
thx GOD for the beautiful LIFE U give to me ;)
i LOVE You the most! ^^

my first date~

2009-09-20T23:53:00.007+07:00

yesterday, me, mom, bro, went to genting.

sorry i just can upload now.
abit lazy ar~ hehehe
me n bro wore the same t-shirt!
baby milo!
yihhaa~
that's what we called SIBLINGS~ ^^

tonight is my first date with my baby, erick. ^^
n what a coincidence,
when i go down to lobby to meet baby,
suddenly my VU bersatu friends r there too.
oh my Jesus..
speechless mode: on. they seduce us all the time.
hahaha
but never mind, friends huh! :):)

after that, me n baby go to pyramid by taxi,
to buy G force ticket.
1st date, watch movie. hehehe
then we go to sun inn,
to meet my mom n bro.
i am happy because my baby's known my family.
my dad's left!
next month yahh dud ^^
at sun inn,
we watch tv for a while,
alvin n the chipmunk! hahaha
so funny~
baby said he wanted to adopt hamster lyk alvin n frens. o.O
as if they are exist in this world!
next, we go to asia cafe.

(my bro.. glukk. glukk. glukk. ahhh~ :p)my pretty mom ;)

becoz we're not hungry yet,
so we order dimsum+apple juice.
eat n drink together... ^^(taken by: baby)
(me n baby ^^)

chit chat for about 1 hours,
then go back to pyramid.
(mom in front of pyra)

it's movie time ^^
9.20pm-11.30pm.
got some pic of us inside the movie theater.
hahaha.
so narsis ar~ :P look at these! ahahaha

at the end of my story,
we go back to condo.
b4 he walk to LV,
n me to sun-u,
he gives me one sweetest kiss~
thx baby! cuupps*
TI AMO

20.09.2009

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20.09.2009 ^^
thanks God for this beautiful day!
sometimes i still can't believe with the reality~
the existence of love between me n erick~
from the first time we know each other,
i think that we may not be more than friends,
but now he's my boyfriend! :)
"Jesus, i swear that i love him for sure."
n i won't play with my love this time.
i have been through so much heartache during my lifetime
so much pain n tears. n u all guys, don't know how hurt it is.
that's why, from today now on,
i hope that there will be no such heart-attack again :P
i will survive with my love.
he's gonna be my last guy.
thank you for your love, dud.
u have proved me that u love me.
just like what u did yesterday.
when we didn't meet up whole day long.
u make these signs below, written: miss u.
once again, thank you babe!

last night, after spending weekend with my mom n bro at genting,
we went to pyramid to have dinner.
n at the time i wanted to wait for shuttle bus,
erick came to pyramid, to buy his daily needs with his housemates.
he chose to accompany me to go back home, n didn't shop!
fufufu~
wo ai ni dud!!!! ><

i own him, guys.
don't try to steal him from me!
or i'll kick ur fuckin dumb ass off~ LOL
wanna try it?? :p

enjoying life*

2009-09-17T23:43:00.003+07:00

what a busy day!
from 9.30 am - 10 pm,
no rest!
9.30 got EP tut class.
10.30 went to medan to meet my mom n bro
then go back to condo to take my book,
11.30 bs lect class.
12.30 lunch.
13.30 bs tut class.
then go home at 14.30
rest for 30 min.
15.00 made bl assignment
17.30 my brain became so hot.hahaha
18.00 my mom n bro came to my condo to bring my clothes etc
18.30 wait for shuttle bus, but didn't come
so 19.00 using taxi, go to pyramid
(eat at KING i,yummmyyy~ :p finnaly can eat delicious food! LOL
then kangen2an sm mom n koko ^^)
21.30 wait for shuttle bus
22.00 arrive home!

but something is left!
i MISS dudud so much!!
today only met him for 2 hours. huhuhu
but it does not matter ma.
coz we're chatting at YM now.
n if i miss him,
i can simply go down,
n meet him! hahaha
huuuggss* huuuggss**
2 days more dud! ^^

i LOVE my life now :)

waiting for mom&bro ^^

2009-09-15T23:18:00.007+07:00

finally the time is coming. ^^
my mom n bro is arriving at KL tomorrow nite.
yippiieee ^^
i miss them super much..
but my dad can't come,
coz still busy with his work,
next month i think :P

sadly, the BL assignment must be done on next wednesday. :(
so, i need to skip all the class tom,
from morning till afternoon,
to finish it all. pheww =.=
so, i gotta be on fire tomolo~
ganbatte lin!!
u can do it!! for ur mom n ur bro! ^^

another sadness is,
i become seldom meet dud. 555
but he told me he wannna acc me to go to sun-inn at afternoon,
to check in the room for my family. ^^
so tat i won't be lonely ma~
love u dud.

allrite,
i oso can't wait to make surprise for syerli
hahaha. around 6.30pm we, vu bersatu members,
want to give her such unforgettable experiences,
wait for it syer! LOL
11.30 or 12.30, give her the cake first.
but the cake is not for free, baby!!!!
u must pay for it! xD

out from here now.
need to prepare myself for tomolo~
hope tomolo will be my best day! ^^

pic of the day*
tagged 20 min ago by tommy~ gyahaha.
shy shy de ><

hoahhm~

2009-09-14T23:17:00.004+07:00

ahh feel super bored toniteeee..><

no one accompany me sleep
usually dud acc me~
but tonite?
he's in his best mood for studying
so he tells me to sleep first. :(:(
so sieeenn ar~

well, i just wanna say thank you for making my life so precious dud.
All my problems seem to disappear when I'm with you. ^^

arrghh...
bored to the max!
out from here*
><

psst.. dis two images i make them for our friends, syerli.
tomorrow is her bdae.
hope our plan will succesfull! ^^

wif dud ^^

2009-09-12T21:27:00.006+07:00

after 2 hours of block teaching,
i go to pyramid with my mates. :)
so muchh funnnn...
especially when we take shuttle bus,
today's shuttle bus is way more comfortable than the usual bus.
hahaha.
so we sit inside there two times,
we 'keliling2' sunway 2x lo~ hehehe
crazyyyy o.O
n also on our way home,
another 2 rounds. :P
so total is 4x. yuhuuu~
norakkk mode: on ^^

n today's pics,
most of the pics r me n erick. ^^

dinner time,
all VU bersatu members gather at sun-u lobby to eat together
we are happy family ^^
tommy cook omellet with sausages inside,
he also boils sausages for us,
each get 2 :p
then 1 fishball for each again,
also additional abon by devi n syerli,
keripik kentang by winda,
n saos sambal by fitria.
whooaaa. TOP MARKOTOP! ^^
after dinner,
richard, our VU bersatu president,
play guitar,
n we all sing along so many kinds of songs. ^^
next time lagi yuukk guysss ;);)

hao lahh..
not in the mood for blog-ing nie..
sorry yahh guys.. :(
papaiii ^^

love quotes ^^

2009-09-11T23:09:00.002+07:00

another blog for u~ ^^
i read this from ming2's note at facebook!
n i am interested in it!
:):)

Jangan pernah membuang kesempatan untuk menyatakan kepada seseorang bahwa Anda mencintainya. (H.Jackson Brown, Jr)

Omong kosong jika Anda bilang mencintai seseorang tapi Anda tak mau berkorban baginya. Tiada cinta tanpa jalan penderitaan karena melalui jalan penderitaan orang menemukan cinta yang tercerahkan. (S.Belen 2005)

Cinta adalah sebuah cerutu yang dapat meledak yang kita dengan rela mengisapnya. (Lynda Barry)

Kita mudah ditipu oleh mereka yang kita cintai. (Moliere)

Demi sedikit cinta, Anda bayar seumur hidupmu. (Pepatah Yahudi-Jerman)

Cinta itu membutakan. Karena itu mengapa para kekasih ingin menyentuhnya. (Pepatah Jerman)

Cinta tak pernah tanpa beberapa robekan. (Pepatah Slowakia)

Cinta adalah buah yang berbuah tanpa mengenal musim. (Mother Teresa)

Cinta itu sempurna sesuai dengan proporsi kebebasannya. (Thomas Merton)

Jika cinta ditekan, kebencian akan menggantinya. (Havelock Ellis)

Jika kekuasaan cinta mengatasi cinta kekuasaan, dunia akan mengetahui perdamaian. (When the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world will know peace). (Anonim)

Mencintai dan menang adalah hal yang terbaik, yang terbaik berikutnya adalah mencintai dan kalah. (William MakepeaceThackeray)

Cinta adalah satu-satunya kekuatan yang mampu mengubah seorang musuh menjadi seorang teman. (Martin Luther King, Jr)

Cinta sering membuat seorang paling pintar tampak bodoh, dan sama seringnya memberi kepintaran kepada orang yang tampak paling bodoh. (Pepatah Prancis)

Satu hal yang kita tidak pernah mampu memberi secukupnya adalah cinta. (Henry Miller)

Ciuman tanpa pelukan ibarat bunga tanpa aroma wangi.

Cinta adalah sebuah bunga yang berubah menjadi buah dalam perkawinan - Pepatah Finlandia

Jika kita mencintai seseorang, kita akan senantiasa mendo’akannya walaupun dia tidak berada disisi kita.

Jangan sesekali mengucapkan selamat tinggal jika kamu masih mau mencoba. Jangan sesekali menyerah jika kamu masih merasa sanggup. Jangan sesekali mengatakan kamu tidak mencintainya lagi, jika kamu masih tidak dapat melupakannya.

Cinta datang kepada orang yang masih mempunyai harapan, walaupun mereka telah dikecewakan. Kepada mereka yang masih percaya, walaupun mereka telah dikhianati. Kepada mereka yang masih ingin mencintai, walaupun mereka telah disakiti sebelumnya dan Kepada mereka yang mempunyai keberanian dan keyakinan untuk membangunkan kembali kepercayaan.

Kadangkala kamu tidak menghargai orang yang mencintai kamu sepenuh hati, sehingga kamu kehilangannya.
Pada saat itu, tiada guna penyesalan karena perginya tanpa berkata lagi.

Cintailah seseorang itu atas dasar siapa dia sekarang dan bukan siapa dia sebelumnya.
Kisah silam tidak perlu diungkit lagi, kiranya kamu benar-benar mencintainya setulus hati.

Hati-hati dengan cinta, karena cinta juga dapat membuat orang sehat menjadi sakit, orang gemuk menjadi kurus, orang normal menjadi gila, orang kaya menjadi miskin, raja menjadi budak, jika cintanya itu disambut oleh para pecinta PALSU.

Siapapun pandai menghayati cinta, tapi tak seorangpun pandai menilai cinta karena cinta bukanlah suatu
objek yang bisa dilihat oleh kasat mata, sebaliknya cinta hanya dapat dirasakan melalui hati dan perasaan.

Cinta mampu melunakkan besi, menghancurkan batu, membangkitkan yang mati dan
meniupkan kehidupan padanya serta membuat budak menjadi pemimpin. Inilah dahsyatnya cinta.

Cinta sebenarnya adalah membiarkan orang yang kamu cintai menjadi dirinya sendiri dan tidak merubahnya menjadi gambaran yang kamu inginkan. Jika tidak, kamu hanya mencintai pantulan diri sendiri yang kamu temukan didalam dirinya.

Cinta bukanlah kata murah dan lumrah dituturkan dari mulut ke mulut tetapi cinta adalah
anugerah Tuhan yang indah dan suci jika manusia dapat menilai kesuciannya.

Bercinta memang mudah, untuk dicintai juga memang mudah. Tapi untuk dicintai oleh orang yang kita cintai itulah yang sukar diperoleh.

Cinta seperti matahari, ia tetap bercahaya. Walau malam menjelma, cahayanya pada bulan tetap menerangi kekadang ia juga gerhana tetapi akan kembali jua kecerahannya.

Cinta adalah santapan jiwa. Jiwa tanpa cinta bagai rumah yang kosong. Cinta tanpa menjiwai bagai layang-layang putus tali.

blogging late at nite*

2009-09-11T21:55:00.003+07:00

OMG!

dis morning i wake up so late ar.
9.50 am.
n my first lecture starts at 10.30am
n u noe wad?
i take so long time to take a bath in the morning
about 20-25 min actually.
but now, i only can spend my 10-15 min to showering
n at 10.15 i go down to lobby to meet winda
first time i think all of my friends have been waiting for me
in fact, only winda's there. hahaha
(tw gtuhh g mac sempet keringin rambut la yaa --')

first lecture, BS. ^^
bo kang co. study the same thing lyk wad mr. tee teach us yesterday.
n 5 min b4 the class is over, mr. tee tell us the ghost story again
n play the ghost video for us. :p
not scary at all.
lol

n after tat, me, mike, devi, tommy, winda, syerli, n bibi have lunch together
again. n again. mix rice...

oh hey, almost forget,
today my best boy-friend text me.
defin! ^^
he's fine in sg. n praise God, he also still go to church every week.
that's what i like about my friend. ^^
take care fin! ^^

after having lunch,
i go to discussion room to do the mob tutor Qs.
it's only 1 hour, bcoz after tat, xue yi has another tutor class
so, me, mike, n devi read kaskus.
hahaha. u noe wad we read?? some notty readings.
mike teach us bad things.. lol.

5 min b4 our workshop class,
erick dud come to library oso. :)
n then we go to class together.
during workshop,
tea o ice only xplain us about our assignment 3.
interviewing manager! ^^
then the other 1 hour,
madam chong class,
she teach us how to do the interview.
hahaha.
but i only chat with erick n winda throughout the time.
without listening the xplanation. :P

n then, 5.30,
we watch 'snow dog' at AVI room
me, dud (erick), winda, mike, tommy, devi, n richard.
the room is damn cold...
luckily i bring my jacket,
unluckily, i wear shorts. =.=
feel so happie i can sit next to dud,
n warm my body abit. ^^

next activity!
7.30, eat dinner @ medan..
spend 4.5rm only. ok laaa :)
so full..... hahahaha

after tat, going home. :(:(
sediiihhh... hahaha
KENAPA YAAAAA????

now, i only chat with mike, fb-ing, n blogging.
coz dud go to cinema with his housemate!
huwaahh.. :'( sabar ma~
while waiting for him,
i listen to music~
but he tell me to sleep first,
bcoz tom we go block teaching at 9am.
so early!!!! TT
okok. mybe if he hasn't come back,n i've been so sleepy,
i go rest first. :)
nite dud.

anyway,
i upload some photos.
we take it yesterday actually
but i just free to upload now.
enjoy! :D

期待你的爱

2009-09-10T08:50:00.001+07:00

歌曲：期待你的爱
歌手：林俊杰

my life 一直在等待
my life yi zhi zai deng dai
My life always waits for something

空荡的口袋
kong dang de kou dai
Just like an empty pocket

想在里面放一份爱
xiang zai li mian fang yi fen ai
Wish that my heart can let out some love

why 总是被打败
why zong shi bei da bai
why am I always defeated

真的好无奈
zhen de hao wu nai
I really can do nothing else

其实我实实在在
qi shi wo shi shi zai zai
However, I am here for real

不管帅不帅
bu guan shuai bu shuai
No matter if I am handsome or not

想要找回来自己的节拍
xiang yao zhao hui lai zi ji de jie pai
I want to search back my own rhythm

所以这一次
suo yi zhe yi ci
That’s why this time

我要勇敢大声说出来
wo yao yong gan da sheng shuo chu lai
I want to say it out loud bravely

期待期待你发现我的爱
qi dai qi dai ni fa xian wo de ai
Waiting, waiting for you to find my love

无所不在我自然而然的关怀
wu suo bu zai wo zi ran er ran de guan huai
There’s nothing else, I’m genuine but my sincerity is overlooked

你的存在心灵感应的方向
ni de cun zai xin ling gan ying de fang xiang
Your existence is my heart’s inspiration, my responses’ direction

我一眼就看出来
wo yi yan jiu kan chu lai
My eye can see through

是因为爱
shi yin wei ai
Is because of love

我猜你早已发现我的爱
wo cai ni zao yi fa xian wo de ai
I guess you have found my love since the beginning

绕几个弯越靠近越明白
rao ji ge wan yue kao jin yue ming bai
Turning around some corners, the closer it gets the more can understand

不要走开
bu yao zou kai
Don’t want to walk away

幸福的开始就是放手去爱
xing fu de kai shi jiu shi fang shou qu ai
The start of happiness is that of setting the love free

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this song is for someone.
hope he noe wad does he mean to me :)

09.09.09

2009-09-09T17:15:00.003+07:00

okayy.

today's date is 09.09.09
a beautiful number rite??
this month, there are 2 special dates,
first, 09.09.09
second, 20.09.2009
which one is the best huh?? ^^
these dates will never happen twice!
so let it be the happiest day of yours! ^^

i lost my other half of my heart
could someone tell me,
where can i found such lost? ^^

S.P.I.N.N.I.N.G.H.E.A.D

2009-09-08T20:29:00.006+07:00

goshhh. today was soooo terrible!!

from morning till night!
in the morning,
i woke up at 8.30,
coz i got MOB tutorial class at 9.30
when i went down to lobby to meet isra n michael,
suddenly i realised i didn't bring my assignment 2a paper!
then i am rushing the time, going to my room again,
n looking for my paper. HOWEVER........... =.=
what a 'GOOD' time for me,
my paper is at winda's room.
i called her for so many times ady,
but she didn't answer my phone. :(
hikss.. so sad!
so i made my own choice,
i told mike tat i skip the class,
n he submitted my assignment 2b paper first
if 'tea o ice' didn't want to receive it,
it's ok. tat's my own fault lo~ :(:(
so stress out..
luckily, mike said tat tea o ice still gave me time till 2.30 pm
whoooaa... @@
thx miss! no penalty huh??
then at 12.30 after EP lecture class,
me, accompanied by isra, devi, n mike,
went to library to edit my mob,
coz there's still some mistakes.
after tat, i print n submit it to audi 4. ^^

*****************

i think i feel so much better at tat time.
n in addition, when my BL assignment plan result's out,
i got 3.5 out of 5.
that's pretty good huh? ;)
thx God. ^^
but but but..
after class, we went to LV, with silvana,
to look the house that we're going to rent.
but i don't think tat i like it! errmm.. dunno y..
from the price itself. it's quiet expensive.
n for the room, it's not big enough! o.O
so, not worth at all~
suddenly when we went down using elevator,
my head is spinning~
n i felt lyk wanna vomit~
aarrghh.. so i'd better not eat dinner.
while the others eat dinner, i just see they eat. hahaha.
sooo.. today, i only eat once! nice! =.=
before back to condo,
erick told me to eat some breads in my bedroom.
n go fast to sleep. :):)
thx dud :)

hey, i just can upload my yesterday's crazy pic at campus hehehe.
there're me, erick, isra, tommy, devi, n raj. :)
take a look ^^

another madness :)

2009-09-08T08:46:00.006+07:00

who: renz, tommy, isra, devi
when: last nite, 11 pm-00.00am
where: study room

look up to the sky*

2009-09-07T19:11:00.004+07:00

ahhh.. wanna get out from this situasion.
unpredictable. unexpected. n unfair.
i can't make decision to give up on you.
but i think it's u who want me to give up.
so from this time on,
i will free my mind n my heart.
so, let me say it to you,
GOODBYE~ ^^
can u hear me? :P

n this is me rite now.
a young lady who is showing her two much stronger wings,
n ready to fly to the far- reaching sky.
you can see me from there,
but you can't shoot me,
or you will never see me again. :):)

this song, represents my life now.
proud of you (fiona fung)

Love in your eyes
Sitting silent by my side
Going on Holding hand
Walking through the nights
Hold me up Hold me tight
Lift me up to touch the sky
Teaching me to love with heart
Helping me open my mind

I can fly
I'm proud that I can fly
To give the best of mine
Till the end of the time
Believe me I can fly
I'm proud that I can fly
To give the best of mine
The heaven in the sky

Stars in the sky
Wishing once upon a time
Give me love Make me smile
Till the end of life
Hold me up Hold me tight
Lift me up to touch the sky
Teaching me to love with heart
Helping me open my mind

I can fly
I'm proud that I can fly
To give the best of mine
Till the end of the time
Believe me I can fly
I'm proud that I can fly
To give the best of mine
The heaven in the sky

Can you believe that you lie down my way, no matter how that is my birth, I never loose my day.

See me fly.
I'm proud to fly up high.
Show you the best of mine.
Till the end of the time
Believe me I can fly.
I'm singing in the sky.
Show you the best of mine.
The heaven in the sky.
Nothing can stop me to spread my wings, so wide

happie family~ ^^

2009-09-07T11:34:00.002+07:00

after watching the fuckin dissappointing film,
Final Destination 4,
we eat vietnamese food~
sluuurrrppp~ yummy!
highly recommended! ^^
me, isra, winda, fitria, devi, victor, michael, tommy~

明天缺陷的照片。。。 ^^

2009-09-07T11:27:00.004+07:00

what: craziness of us
who: erick, renz, isra, tommy
when: yesterday, around 3 pm
where: sunway uni
why: feel bored!

holiday! ^^

2009-09-04T00:23:00.005+07:00

guys.. guys..

sorry... really sorry.
i just can sign in to my blog now.
pheww~
i miss my blog. super much. :(:(

this week is my mid-sem-break.
wohoooo ^^
happy happy yeeyy yeeyy ^^
on sat, me n my mates went to mid valley n the gardens.
on sun, went to pyramid!
on mon,shopping @ sungai wang n pavilion.
i bought so many things there.
n captured every precious moments of us!
sorry can't tell u the whole story,
coz now i'm busy with my MOB essay stuff.
oh damn :(

yesteday, i felt very sad.
because a friend of mine,
new friend from fb,
sending me a text,
expressing his upset feeling to me
well, i don't like the way he make opinions about me.
he felt upset because i can't meet him on this sun.
actually i dowan to meet him personnaly.
coz we r not really close at all!
i don't mean to be arrogant or cold.
here's his message:

"guess what, probably it'll be better to call off the meet up on sun cuz i'm not really keen in catching up with someone who's juz not real 2 themselves n enjoy playing "fishing" with others. ya a sweet person i suppose but not my cup of tea, cuz i enjoy a company of honest n "down to earth" people..
was really nice knowing u, hopefully next time around we'll noe each other better yea! (^.-) take care n good rest."

see?? if u were me, how could u react of this message?
how is ur feeling?? feel sad izzit?
luckily, i have so many friends who want to accompany me,
n give me so many good advices. :)
especially koko babiii.. erick! ^^
thx wi! ^^
but tat time, i made mistake,
when he wanted to give advices so i won't feel sad anymore,
n me?? myb bcoz i was so bad mood at time time,
i ignore his words, n telling him not to say any words again.
so he became no mood at all. :(:(
hikss... sorry kokoooo~
it's pretty hard to get his mood back.
finnaly i made an apologize letter to him,
n i put it to my facebook, n tag him!
like this! hehehe

n today.
i wake up at 12.30pm.
n then had lunch with my mates at 2pm.
after that, we went to library,
to search for mob journal. hahaha
i found 8 journals ady. ;D
at 5pm, we booked avi room,
to watch 'gone in 60 seconds'
err.. i'm not sure either IN or FOR 60 seconds.
hehehe. whatever la~
but 1 thing i remember is,
the film is telling us how to steal cars! LOL
nice one ^^
however i was freezing inside avi room.
so cold.. next time i will bring my jacket!! huff~

okay.
here's my sat holiday pics~
hope u enjoy it! ^^
location: mid valley n the gardens.

@ mid valley's food court CW: fitria,me,winda,devi,mike,richard,raj.The Gardens. ^^ i love this place!sexy back!funny dolls. i don't noe the name of this character.
but i am interested on them!hahaha i oso like this pic. ^^
next target, photo hunting @ bookstore! wakkkaweii. y do i look so short!! TT

me vs isra! ^^

2009-08-24T15:56:00.002+07:00

who: jacqueline n isra
where: my bedroom
when: 1 pm

VU t-shirt day ~

2009-08-24T14:55:00.003+07:00

shopping time with friends.

2009-08-24T14:17:00.005+07:00

autis girl at the bottom~

mike centil!

another boredom

@ mcd.

syerli, me, silvana

i love u guyss~

@ main entrance pyra

me n silvana~

snowy. @ asia avenue ;)

hey hey.
yesterday me n my friends went to pyramid again.
hehehe.
i bought 1 cute dress n 1 pair of shorts. ^^
i love those 2 things. xixixi
n also buy some food for breakfast.
not forget to buy 1 kg of apples for erick koko ^^
only 10rm~
but he said it's not the pure apple one.
but it still juicy~
sorry kokooo~
tp enak jg kaaan? dmakan jg kaan??
dbagi2 lg!wkwkwk

hao la hao la..
go to the next blog~

happy bdae mom ^^

2009-08-24T13:54:00.002+07:00

22nd of august,
my mom is having her birthday.
another one year given by God.
thx Jesus ^^
this year my mom is 46 y.o
at 1 am malaysia time,
i call my mom,
n she still hasn't sleep yet. ^^
she said that she just want go to sleep :):)
n she really happie bcoz i still remember her bdae.
n call me at 00.00 indo time.
i love u mom....

me n my brother,
also give her a birthday cake.
before i come to malaysia,
i give Rp. 100.000,00 to my brother,
n tell him to buy cake for mom's bdae.
but he must add the rest of money lo~
hahaha.
bcoz my bro is at jakarta,
n my parents r at lampung,
so my bro ask for help with mr. affandi.
my dad's worker.
to buy the bdae cake..
n at 12 o'clock mr. affandi brings the cake to my house. ^^
after receiving the cake,
my mom text me n my bro,
saying thx, n she becomes so terharu~ hehehe

i will always love my mom,
until the end of my life.
she's the precious gift that God has given to me.
she's the queen of my heart ^^

I.AM.SPEECHLESS.

2009-08-19T16:37:00.004+07:00

i am wonder y today i feel so "empty"?
no mood for sad yet happy.
even if i am smiling to my friends this whole day,
for sure it's a FAKE one. huikss :(

i wake up at 9.45 am,
then quickly take a bath~
10.20 am, go down to lobby,
waiting for my other gals.
come a bit late for BL's lecture.
it's okay lo~ :) (fake smile again~)

after 1 hour class,
we eat at orange.
n so.. u already noe whad's my food~
MIX RICE~ only for 3RM. hehehe
bingung bgt lo!
pingin cpt2 december,
eat mom's BEST food~
mama.
i miss ur a life time love~
want to sleep beside u again~
miss ur hugs n kisses~ huwaahh...

then 12.30 back to condo.
rest for a while*****
13.30, have another lecture.
MOB. n again, we come late!
hahaha (fake laugh*)
it goes for 1 hour.

before BS workshop 1 hour later,
me n my friends decide to do MOB online tests @ CLC
devin ady has the answers.
so we just enter the answers lo~
n TADAAAAA~ (my BL lecturers' lovely word*)
15/15, 15/15.

n then 3.30-4.30 workshop.
i think i am lucky bcoz i don't bring the text book
bcoz we only study for 30min, n the rest?
mr. tee tell us the ghost story.
but i don't really understand bout it! hahahaha
so, gag jd takut deehhh~ xD

now i don't noe whad i'm goin' to do~
perhaps only do my tutor's homework~
done le.done le.
i am speechless~

I+U= LOVE

2009-08-18T17:47:00.003+07:00

if life has been so complicated,
y must we make it more complicated?
that's what i want to state rite now~
for me, this time,
i really want to be alone.
in my mind,
there're only:
1. God
2. study
3. family
4. friends
yes. only 4 of them :):)

1. God
He's my saviour. My Father.
My teacher. My Besfriend.
n so called my BOYFRIEND!
He's the only boyfriend that i have.
bcoz of His faithfulness to me.
He never lies,
and always be patient
although He noes my habits r soooo bad!
i love u baby Jesus! ^^

2. study
this is my biggest task as i was sent by my parents here.
hahahaha.
need put alot of effort on it!
just like yesterday,
i did research for Business Law essay plan for 3 days,
n finally i can finish it without copying my friend's work!
happie ^^ n satisfy!!
but so much thanks again,
to koko cen wi. :):)
he helped me alot during BL essay plan.
he guided me to build my ideas into my task!
he's been a good friend n oso a good brother lo~
wohoooo~ clapping hands*

3.family
papa. mama. koko.
yesterday my family made a call from jakarta
the phone has been passed from papa-mama-koko-
n my aunties. hihihi ^^
they really care me!
thx God i have such a happy family lyk them ^^
i sure i miss them so much everynite.
please take care of them God.
coz they mean everything to me :):)

4. friends!
who else?? hehehehe
my gangstaa. my favorite ppl to rely on~
my lesbian. my ladies. my boys.
i love them all!
my senior h.s frens:
- cindy ( going to china soon )
- defin (otw to singapore rite now ^^)
- michael ( still in indo )
- fenni ( going to singapore tomorrow ^^ )
- getta ( already in US )
- renny a.k.a peqink ( ady start her UPH life )
- stacia & cun ( my sweet couples ^^ )
- etc. i can't tell u all rite??

my university niggha:
- winda
- isra
- fitria
- devi
- margareth
- syerli
- silvana
- koko erick
- tommy
- michael
- devin
- richard
- stefano
- who else yahh?
sorry if forgotten! :p

busy~

2009-08-17T20:22:00.002+07:00

sorry guys.
i can't write any blogs for a few days.
coz so many damn assignments~
wish me a HUGE luck yahh! ^^

DIRGAHAYU RI 2009 ^^
64 years ady looo~
this year i can't celebrate independence day in my own country~
so pity~
but I LOVE INDONESIA ^^

a.b.c.d.e.f.g.

2009-08-15T00:36:00.005+07:00

satisfying~

2009-08-14T17:50:00.004+07:00

so legaaaaa lo~ ^^
i've done my first BS test well.
hope gets full marks. yeeyy~

deg.deg.deg.....
got another boy friend here.
but pls don't misunderstand.
NOT BOYFRIEND~
his name is Lloyd.
he's a good guy i think.
but i think it's too fast if we become bf n gf.
=.=

while in indo,
i also miss someone~
MY MIAW!!!
Felix Lim :(
but i noe he still don't believe me~
he afraid we can't do this kind of LDR :)

after BS test,
we acc tommy to go to the security center again
to meet the manager.
but the result is still the same.
he can't see the CCTV.
so how can they noe which one is tommy's laptop de~
haizzz...
i become so mad~
the manager says tommy has to meet the director on tue
to ask permission to see the CCTV.
uuuggghhH~ f*ck guy ma!!

however,,
we dowan to be such angry lyk tat anymore,
that's y we go to asia cafe at 7.30 pm.
we eat alot there.
me, sherly, devi, n winda eat kangkung balacan,
cumi goreng tepung, ayam masak mushroom, and 1 set of xiao long bao~
hehehe.
so maruukkk u noe~
the total is only RM 50++
oya, there, for the 2nd times,
we met erick gege ^^
what a coincidence!
but i happy loooo~ hihihi

9 pm we already arrive in front of sun-u residence
but...i don't noe who is the provocator,
when we see the shuttle bus in front of our eyes,
then we fast go inside the bus!
then go to pyramid again~hahahaa
so stupid n silly for me...
but it's okaayy.. :):)
it's weekend le~ ^^
crazy us...10 crazy friends. fufufufu~

now it's ady 11 pm.
i back home~
actually, around 10 pm,
my friend, victor jyoti (ming2),
call me to go to KL with him, her bro, n her bro's gf.
i really want to goooo~
but how about my friends??
i cannot leave them just lyk tat huh.
really shocking me,
when victor's brother call me after that,
he ask me wan to join or not.
i really paisehh deh~ TT
sorry kokoooooooo....
cannot go together now :(:(
i want to, but.... huwaahhh.... :(:(

hao la hao la.
so tired.
let me show u these photos.
today's total photos: 84~
not bad~ LOL

for tommy:
CHEER UP TOM ^^
U HAPPY ADY RITE??
TODAY WE TREAT U VERY GOOD O~
;P

(i'll show u the photos at the next blog~^^)

the saddest day of the month!

2009-08-13T21:41:00.004+07:00

hey..
why can't i write wall to my friends @ facebook???
something's wrong with my fb?
or my LAN cable?
but i've checked it!! TT

so saaaaaaaaaaaddddddddd..
boooorreeeeeeeeedddddddddd :(:(

i really apologize to:
Lloyd: sorry can't reply ur wall.
i got online! TT
moreover, my msn is really stupiak~
but i do have YM n skype.
those 2 application never get into trouble!

n the same apologize goes to:
-winson bro
-andre son
soooo sooorryyyyy~
i am good here.
u just view my photos la~
so happy maaa ^^

n also for the others,
- jyoti (ming2)
- vemmy
- mira (bali girl)
- len teacher :):)

hope that tomorrow it's already fixed!
wuwuwuwuwu~

n this kind of sorrow,
also come to my friend, tommy.
he lost his laptop at campus.
ISO, for exactly~
pls God, help tommy.
he lost his laptop, pendrive, n also his textbooks!
tonight, i am praying to You, Lord.
tomorrow, the bad 'sniper' will be caught!!
we won't punish him/her,
coz i noe only You can punish him/her.
n i believe, that You also will forgive that man ^^
at least, pls make Tommy more patient.
he looks so desperate this evening u noe~
he skipped 2 classes to look for his laptop
but the result is nothing.
ohh man. i become really saaaadddddd :(:(
tommy... don't be sad yaaa...
huiiiikkss....
tomorrow will be a better day!
believe me!
we're all ur friends.
n we will help u too~ :):)
coz that's what friends are for~
mwahh~

madness~

2009-08-12T18:22:00.002+07:00

look at syerli!hahaha

thx to self-timer~ :D

nice time to chit chat with them ^^

@discussion room@class

friendss... :D

I LOVE U

crazy. madness.

-Star-

Crossword Puzzle of Friendship

proud of myself

2009-08-11T17:05:00.004+07:00

i can't believe that it's been 3 weeks and 1 day for me living in malaysia.
time passed so fast~ :):)
generally, i feel so much fun here.
nothing to be worried about.
no pain. no sorrow. no fear. NOTHING haunts me at all!

n i think my mom n dad has been used to it too.
week 1, week 2, they called me every night.
asking how's my day. can i follow the lecture or not.
how're friends here. and so on.
but what about week 3??
mybe i can count how many times they call me in a week
only with one hand! hahaha

somehow, i miss my jakarta friends too.
it's too pity because last saturday i can not meet a friend of mine,
renny antonious.
because at that time, she went to Genting.
so i won't waste my money to meet her at Genting, will i? :(
eerrm... see u on december baby ;)

this morning i woke up at 8.30
because my first class is at 9.30.
hooahhm... always sleepy~
during MOB tutorial, we discussed about our presentation.
what do i like about presentation is,
i don't want to stay silent in front of my friends.
i prefer talking to standing silently~
i consider that the lecturer will give extra points to me :D
hey, n this morning, all of us had to collect to assignment plan.
some of us were returned back.
i don't know why. but cheers baby jesus,
my assignment plan has been accepted! ^^
for some reasons,
i am grateful that i used to study at SMAK 1 Penabur
which is one of the BEST school in Jakarta ^^
why am i so grateful???
because smak 1 a.k.a smukie has taught me how to be strong in making such assignments
while i was in SMAK 1,
the teachers gave so many homeworks to do,
n the exams are also NOT EASY!
my friends, here, always say " ohh. this is so hard.
i haven't done the assignments plan!
how about the tutorial questions?? man! damn it!"
bla bla bla.
well, u need to give more attention to them guys.
don't just talk shit like that but at the end,
NO RESULT.
in my opinion,
my stress level in my senior high school is higher than in university.
i tell u the truth dear.
smukie is way more difficult than my recent uni. LOL
however, i also want to say thanks to one guy here.
every nite we always chat.
but for learning purposes.
that guy, never told me the exact answers of the tutorial.
he let me to do self-analyse,
why does it happen? what is the main idea of the question?
how to deal with the problems?
until what is the conclusion.
thanks boy~ :):)
u make me more mature.
n i become more dilligent in solving the questions.
NEVER GIVE UP! ^^
with one "JIA YOU" (chinese) which means " SEMANGAT"
so i can smile at him. :)
not only smiling, but also keep my spirit up.

feeling useless i came to BL workshop today.
because we only look the presentation about "time management"
if i know it will be like that, i will continue my sleep!
because while waiting BL workshop at 4.30,
i took a nap for 30 minutes only.
n after arriving at level 4,
i just realised that the class has been changed to level 1.
ohh shit.
luckily, i met some guys who also went to the wrong class.
the one who talked to me . . .
he's kinda handsome. oh. oh. oh. :p
now i recognize that he is in the same BL tutorial with me this morning too!
no mannn..
i think it's just my first impression to him. ROFL.

now, the time shows 7 pm.
i have to take a bath soon.
7.30, i have an important appointment with my boys n girls.
what kinda appointment is that??!
DINNER lo~
in m'sia, i only eat twice a day. :p
good ma?? hahaha
i like that. kinda diet. but no!
i'm not in a diet proccess.
just because i wake up at around 9,
n being hurry to come in class on time.
^^
so, goodbye for now.
it's been quiet long blog i write today.
yep.yep.
last quote:
"Everytime you smile at someone,
it is an action of love,
a gift to that person,
a beautiful thing. "
[Mother Teresa]
so, from me,
smile to everyone around u!
give a warm acquaintanceship to ur family,
ur friends, ur boyfriend, girlfriend, neighbour,
or even stranger! hahaha
but BE AWARE mah~
watch out! :p

mwahhh~

牽牽牽手

2009-08-10T18:17:00.001+07:00

Hold My Hand / 牽牽牽手 (Qiān Qiān Qiān Shǒu)
Featuring: Kenji Wu, 吳克群 (wú kè qún)

[--- 歌詞 / Lyrics ---]

我的話不多不會討好
wǒ de huà bù duō bú huì tǎo hǎo
I don't say much .. I don't know how to ask for things

一句我愛你都說不好
yī jù wǒ ài nǐ dōu shuō bù hǎo
One line - I love you, I can't say it right

全世界想救都沒解藥
quán shì jiè xiǎng jiù dōu méi jiě yào
If the whole world wanted to rescue me, there's no cure

只有你給我微笑
zhǐ yǒu nǐ gěi wǒ wēi xiào
Only you give me a smile

[＊]
該怎麼去愛我沒學好
gāi zěn me qù ài wǒ méi xué hào
I never learned how to love

太多的招式我沒記牢
tài duō de zhāo shì wǒ méi jì láo
There's too many ways, I never noted firmly

原來牽了手就會知道
yuán lái qiān le shǒu jiù huì zhī dào
Originally, once you held hands you'd know

愛情不需要套招
ài qíng bù xū yào tào zhāo
Love does not need to be hidden

這招只有你知道
zhè zhāo zhǐ yǒu nǐ zhī dao
This, only you knew

牽牽牽牽手一直走到最後
qiān qiān qiān qiān shǒu yī zhí zǒu dào zuì hòu
Hold hold hold hold my hand to the end

我們開心的夢游
wǒ men kāi xīn de mèng yóu
We'll happily traverse our dream

牽牽牽牽手永遠十指緊扣
qiān qiān qiān qiān shǒu yǒng yuǎn shí zhǐ jǐn kòu
Hold hold hold hold my hand, 10 fingers locked, intertwined forever

我相信我會永遠在你左右 wǒ xiāng xìn wǒ huì yǒng yuán zài nǐ zuǒ yòu
I believe I'll forever be near you

[Repeat verse at ＊]

牽牽牽牽手一直走到最後
qiān qiān qiān qiān shǒu yī zhí zǒu dào zuì hòu
Hold hold hold hold my hand to the end

我們開心的夢游
wǒ men kāi xīn de mèng yóu
We'll happily traverse our dream

牽牽牽牽手永遠十指緊扣
qiān qiān qiān qiān shǒu yǒng yuǎn shí zhǐ jǐn kòu
Hold hold hold hold my hand, 10 fingers locked, intertwined forever

我相信我會永遠在你左右
wǒ xiāng xìn wǒ huì yǒng yuán zài nǐ zuǒ yòu
I believe I will forever be near you

永遠在你左右
yǒng yuán zài nǐ zuǒ yòu
Forever be near you
[---------------------------------------]

2009-08-09T20:03:00.007+07:00

just now,

i watched fireworks from my condo!
hahaha.
i was so amazed!! ^.^
it's from sunway lagoon.
mybe the hotel is having a special event tonite. :D

n of course,
i don't forget to capture it.
take a look ^^
beautiful rite?? ;)

yippiieee :D green one ^^and at last. . .
BOOOMM!!! ^^

this is the video :)

zodiac??

2009-08-09T09:45:00.004+07:00

yippie..

last nite, when me, jyoti, winda, syerli, devi, n mike,
ate dinner @ Asia Cafe,
i met erick gege again~ hehehe
what a destiny~ :p

n at nite,
when i post zodiac application,
about who am i more compatible with,
the answers come out:ahh..
i guess u still can't see the answer,
i'm more compatible with: Leo, Scorpio, Virgo, Capricorn.
do u believe this?? :p
sometimes, i believe...
n sooo...
erick gege is a capricorn~

finnaly,
this is my last sentence,
for all the guys in the world~

辛苦故事

2009-08-08T15:31:00.006+07:00

3 am in the morning, i just fell asleep.

it's really hard to sleep!
finally, i accompany erick,
because he also still can't sleep.
well, he has to sleep though.
because he will have his basketball competition at 8 am.
so i sing a lullaby song for him lo~ hahaha
2 songs for 5 RM. :p
no laaa.. for free!
after forcing him to go to sleep,
i sign out from YM,
n then text him for a while.

11 am, wake up ^^
hooooaaahhmmm...
nyenyak~nyenyak~ ~.~
i turn on my laptop,
then around 11, erick online too.
then he says that his team is win! ^^
congrats broooo.hihihi

in a deep real sorrow. :((真的很希望他会在我身边。。。

finnaly...
just another cry~
why do these tears fall again?
i won't escape from my reality.
whether i noe it's way more bitter than yesterday.
it really stress me out.
很多男人喜欢我。
但是我怎么会还想他？
他不是好男人。。
不明白我的心里。
在来一次。。。
我应该告诉我自己。
我和他真的没有完美的爱情故事。
就忘了吧。
他。。。。
我相信。。。
他在新加坡也不管理我。
他。。。。。
一定有了他喜欢的女人。
有时候，
我有头头开他的FACEBOOK ACC。
真失望。
他一点儿也没有记得我。
我很无所谓。
我的世界和他的世界，
已经不一样。。。

原来的。。。
我自己的朋友，CHERRY，
她常常WALL他。
真的很好笑噢。。。：)：)

没有力。。。心疼。。。
我要慢慢忘着你。

现在。。。
我喜欢两个男人。
你们觉得怎么样呢？？ TT
我。。。非常非常需要爱！！

aight...
this is the end of my story for today.
sorry to my friends,
i don't join u all to go to pyra.
just enjoy ba :):)
i want to take a rest now.
tomorrow,
i am going to church with winda.
probably with michael n ryan too.

n for this night,
me n winda plans to eat @ MEDAN.
hemat hemat lor~

07.08.09 ^^

2009-08-07T22:07:00.005+07:00

yawn*

feel so sleepy~
i only have 2 classes today. :D
10.30 am (BS) & 2.30 pm (MOB)
between those times, i go to sleep~ xixixi...
this afternoon, me n my friends eat @ WHITE.
actually it's chicken rice.
but me n winda really want to eat roast pork too.
sooo..

erick, the one n only who can speak cantonese,
order it for us ;P thx koko~ :D
hey, ganbatte kudasaii!
tomorrow he is compete in a basketball competition.
@ WHITE, he shows me his scratch on his leg.
so kasian ma~
God, cure his leg pls.
so that he can win in the competition! ^^

after class at 3.30,
we go back to condo,
to put our books,
n before we go to pyramid,
we collect the sun-u residence card.
wohooo~ get another card.. ~.~
here it is ^^

oyaa,, the woman who works in the information office,
is very friendly~
n be kind to me :D
ms. irene tang.
i love u ms. irene ^^

we take shuttle bus from our condo to pyra.
uughh! feel so hot!
because the bus is really full~
gosh~
when we arrive there,
we go fast to the cinema,
to buy G.I. Joe tickets.
at first, we are 12.
but when me, fitria, n raj go to buy ice cream,
my friend, victor jyoti texts me.
he n ryan want to join too :D
yuhuuu~ ^^daily fresh :) delicious~^^ice cream for free. thx raj ^^

welcome to malaysia ryan!
ryan salim is my junior high school's friend. same like jyoti.
so, the members become larger o~ 14! hahaha
so sad, i forget to take picta with jyoti n ryan.
next time ba~
our condo is juzt front to front~ :p
G.I. JOE! a-must-watch-film!
the action is soooo cool~
the duration is about 2 hours.

oowhh yahh..
before we watch G.I Joe,
we eat nasi lemak~ hehehe.
i forget the name of the restaurant liao~winda-me-isra-fitria 6.5 rm for nasi lemak. n 2 rm for tea O ice.
9 rm for G.I.Joe.
3.2 rm for chicken rice.
+ i go to jusco,
to buy bath clothes, 35.5 rm. -.-
n for stocking, 20.2 rm.
aaaaaaaaaa........
boros bangeeetttttttt TT

ok dehh~
i think i need to end this blog
coz it's 12.04 am already
the day has changed to saturday~ hahaha.

overall,
i love 07.08.09 ^^
this day will never happen twice in my life!
mwahhh~

S.O.S

2009-08-06T21:20:00.001+07:00

This is pretty scary, as is (its modus operandi is
similar) with the case of Ms Canny Ong.

A friend stopped at a pay-at-the-pump gas station to get gas.
When she had filled her gas tank after paying at the pump and about to leave,
the attendant inside came over the speaker.
He told her that something happened with her card
and that she needed to come inside to pay.
The lady was confused because the transaction was completed and approved..
She told him that and was getting ready to leave
but the attendant once again urged her to come in to pay or else.....
She proceeded to go inside and started arguing with the attendant about his
threat.
He told her to calm down and to listen carefully:
*
He told her that while she was pumping gas, he saw a guy had slipped into
the back seat of her car and hid on the other side. *
*He had called the police.. *
She immediately became scared and looked out there in time to see her car
door open and the guy slip out.

The story went that it has to do with a test for the new gang initiation
thing which requires one to bring back a woman's body part.
One way they are doing this is crawling into girls/women's cars while the
target is pumping gas or at the grocery store at night time. Then, they will
cut off the victim's legs/ankles to disable them in order to kidnap them,
and later kill and dismember them.
The other method is slipping into unattended cars and kidnapping the women
for the same purpose.

Please pass this on to other women, young and old alike.

Ladies, be extra careful when going into your parked car at night.

Do not park at lonely or secluded places at any time of the day for the sake
of free parking!

If at all possible, don't drive alone at night!

This is real! Kidnapping! Murder! Dismemberment! These are all happening
here in Malaysia !!!

The message:

1.. ALWAYS lock your car doors, even if you're gone for just a second.
2. Check underneath your car when approaching it for re-entry, and check in
the back before getting in.
3. Always be aware of your surroundings and other individuals in your
general vicinity, particularly at night!

Send this to many girls
so your friend will not be the next one!

love my hot boys~

2009-08-06T18:18:00.004+07:00

thursday, 6th of august 2009, 8 am.
why do i always get shocked when i am awake?
my heart beat faster than usual~
is something happen to my health?
i hope it's not a disease! --'

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love this one! hahaha
get koko cen wi~ :p
during EP's class for 2 hours,
i even couldn't understand about the lesson~
wahh. cen wi a.k.a erick tells me to listen what ms. jennifer say well.
i listen ma~ but... always from left ear n out from right ear.
wakakaka.
he said i am pin tua. it means: lazy~ xD

just now, i back from poolside.
eat dinner with my friends. :)
after this, i want to listen to music lor~

but wait,
i am so damn angry with someone.
a guy!
dowan to tell u who is he!
huff~

today's money spend: RM 10 only~
fufufufu~ irit?? :p

quote

2009-08-06T08:01:00.001+07:00

Quote of the day ^^ 
"To fall in love
                       you have to be                        in the state of mind for it to take,
 like a disease."

rihanna's day

2009-08-05T18:22:00.005+07:00

haloooww~
everybody~ hehehe
this morning's weather was not so good.
it's raining abit hard.
n i didn't bring my umbrella~ ella~ ella~ ee...ee...ee..
hahahaha.
( rihanna's day! --' )
but it's okeee~

the most stupid thing is:
11.30am - 12.30pm : lunch
12.30 - 1 pm: wait for shuttle bus
1. 05 pm: arrive at condo
then..
1. 20 pm: back to campus.
bcoz there's still another lecture~
silly ma~
15 minutes stay at bedroom.
nothing to do~ wakakakka

now i just ate my dinner.
'tumben2an nie jm stgh 8 uda dinner!'
lol.
after this,
want to do EP's tutorial questions.
many things to do! huff~

my mood today:
- no mood. :(
i miss miaw so much.

no blog~

2009-08-04T21:35:00.002+07:00

today won't write any stories.
lazy~
busy with assignments~
n tutorial questions~
:((
so tomorrow lor~
bbyee~ ^^

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student ID card

2009-08-03T16:41:00.004+07:00

syubidubiduapp~ paaapppaaamm~

hehehe :p
na me kai xin
bu zhi dao wei shen me o~

jin tian shang ke,
MOB (lecture), BL (lecture), & BS (practical)
all is good one :)
but nearer to week 4 n 5,
i'm getting more frustated!
because the assignment is chasing me~ =.=

after class is over,
me n isra, go to my room,
then we finish our tommorow's tutorial questions but it's for MOB.
for BL, is UNDONE!
bcoz i dunno how to do it.
but my friend said,
the answers r already @ page something la.
hahaha
i even don't remember what page :p
mybe after i finish my dinner,
i will do it with my friends @ study room.

then, we go to campus again.
to the AUP center, to collect our student id card.
here it is. . .
(sorry it's blur blur de~)

after collecting card,
we go to library,
to be the library member,
then i look for organizational behaviour book.
i get 2 books for my assignment,
n do u noe how many pages r they??
590 n 667 pages.
alamakkk! o.O

nahh.
now i'm at home ady.
haven't taken a bath yet. :p
still fb-ing n msn-ing
7.30 pm,
going to orange.
to eat~
with silvana, etc.
sooo.
see u guys~ :)

i.can't.sleep!

2009-08-02T21:20:00.008+07:00

miss mui papa. n ebii angel ;)
@ dad: get well soon dad. i love u so much ♥

miss the moment when we take uncountable pictaz. hehehe narsis time is always #1! ^^

10.40 pm
so i start this blog again.
pheww~
feel bored.
24 hours stay at my room~
hihihi.
researching 4 assignments.

need lots of effort to finish it~
eeii.. i am sooooo kesal ma~
just now...
my earphone is broken!
aaaarrghhh..
i forget tat i'm still using my earphone
then i stand up,
want to arrange my bookshelf at first.
n...daasshhhh...*
my earphone..@@
i hv to say goodbye~ TT

( the result of breaking my earphone =.= )
see? rapii ma??

next week lo..buy again.
ud kyk org kaya ajah g.
beli2 brg terus. :(

my today's breakfast+lunch+dinner~
only eat 1 slice of wholegrain bread with peanut jam~
n a glass of choco milk~ hahaha

(muka suntuk =.= )
this one, global warming effect! hahaha

my everything!!
all keys go to heaven.
1. open the main door
2. open padlock
3. open room door
4. open wardrobe
if it's lost??
BACK TO HOMETOWN LOO~
TT
gag laa...
just can't forgive myself~ :):)

sunday morning at sunway*

2009-08-02T10:29:00.002+07:00

morning all. ^^
huwaah. i wake up at 11 am.
but i think it's still morning rite? :p
suddenly, i miss him~
aarrghh...

to miaw: " my balance is less than 2rm liao~
i'm going to buy it soon yaaaa... huhuhu
miss u alot~
now, i want to take a bath first.
then go to top up. :) "

thx God for this kinda feeling.
i don't blame for this one,
as long as it makes me happy
n forget about the past~
Jesus. i love him.
err...
is it too fast to say i love him?
if it's so..
wo hui man man ai zhe ni~
rang ni zhi dao wo de zhen xin :)

free day~

2009-08-01T21:21:00.003+07:00

nah. finnaly i get my refreshment day
hahaha.
i slept at 1 am n wake up at 11 am.
soooo enough ma~ :p

n then at 2, i go down to poolside to eat lunch
dunno what to eat.
finnaly i eat kongpo chicken rice. lol
5.2 rm. with ice lemon tea 1.8,
so i spend 7 rm =.=
so expensiveeeeee!!!!
after eating lunch,
we go to pyramid.
hang out loor~
my friend, margareth buy nokia 5730,
1300rm. :)
se lost her cellphone last week.
so pity of her.
tat's y we accompany her to buy lor~
for dinner, we eat where ya..
hahaha. mr teppanyaki
if im not mistaken! =.=
it's also expensive arr..
12.5 rm.. only for eating chicken katsu!!
haisehh..

okay..
now.. i end up this blog with saying
"i miss u boo!"
ohh..yesterday...
suddenly i have crush with my fb friends.
y it is happen when i arrive here?
it supposed to be when i'm at jakartaaaaa~
huikss..
n he said that he'll enjoy this feeling :)
well. so will I.

nite everyone..
a big bear hug for ya all.
huuuuuggggssssssssss*

Rp. 6000 for long lasting friendship ^^

2009-07-31T16:31:00.004+07:00

waaa..
forget something to tell u~
i only want to say thank you for defin
he still remember me~
today he called me for a few minutes
10 minutes he said. :D
but it's makes me so happy
thanks defiiiinnn ^^
u mean the world to me!
someone who always there whether i'm happy or sad
he often sms me too :)
n everytime he online,
he always try to chat with me!
happy to noe him.
n i feel proud having a bestfriend lyk him.
mybe he even more than bestfren.
but one thing u must pay attention is:
he's not my boyfriend.
he's only my boy friend. ;)
the way we spread love n friendship kinda uniqueeee..
hahaha.

thanks defin...
i'll appreciate ur Rp. 6000,oo. :p

TGIF~

2009-07-31T15:14:00.004+07:00

it's a happy day ^^
from the time i open my eyes,
till now,
i feel soooo fresh~
only 2 classes.
1: BS lecture
2: MOB workshop
actually i want to skip for the mob

but if i skip,
n my mom noe tat,

i can't imagine what will happen to me!
hahahaha

this is the photo that i promise u yesterday. :)
i already took picta with my m'sian friend.
amanda ^^
left: fitria. from dumai.
middle: me!
right: amanda. from m'sia :)

this is the second photo.
taken by: tommy ^^

okayy then..
it's the end of my blog for today
soon i'm going to pyramid
for the x times. =.=
byeee..
mwahh~

sick*

2009-07-30T16:46:00.006+07:00

finally i can get through this day~
sleepy. bad mood. sick. tired.
no wonder if i'm not really put attention to the lecturers.
but i feel glad that i can do it~
without missing class. :)

n u noe.
today amanda sit next to me! ^^
(click on her name!)
this is amanda.
cute girl huh? ;)
u can't own her.
coz she's mine! hahaha

she's not the first local friends of mine
but she's the BEST one ever!
every day we keep contact by sms :)
she doesn't come to EP lecture
because she is going out with her friend.
n she says tonite she'll text me for details.
okaaayy then baby~ lol

err..
anyway,
do u believe in love at the first sight?
hahaha.
i'm not sure whether i believe it o not
but one thing for sure,
i am in love rite now! ^^
but with who yaa?
lalalala~ :)
i won't tell ya here~ xixixi

allrite then.
sorry for no pic uploaded today
coz we all don't feel in a good mood of taking picta
mybe tomorrow. hahaha

bye for now*

it's the real life~

2009-07-29T20:13:00.004+07:00

happy~ ^^
today can meet him again.
but... sadly..someone's loved him ady~
so i'd better give up.
becoz she's my close friend here
i won't hurt her feeling~
let her flirt him~ huff..

i got new friends!
she's a cute malaysian girl
named Amanda.
well, tomorrow i'll take some pictures with her~
her boyfriend also so cute cute de~
woooww.. so jealous tat she got bf ady.
n me? don't have~ TT
(nahh. sebenarna ga tw sih. itu co na to bkn.
but they look sweet ^^ )
i've exchanged cell number with her
actually at BS workshop, she wanted to sit beside me,
but because she came late,
so my row's full ady~
tomorrow then :):)

n ohh..
tomorrow i have 5 classes!
too bad~ @@
hope i can get through the day well~
sobs.
mama. i miss u.

today after class,
me n my 11 friends went to pyramid

same lyk b4.@ bus stop in front of my condo~

there i ady had appointment to meet lia
my mom commends my swimsuit to her
so she came with her mom to pyramid
the nearest mall from the place i am staying now~
huwaahh..
tante koq ikuuutt??
mama np gag ikuutt?? TT
yeahh.. destiny~ =.=

ok then.
i think that's enough for today.
n i need to study b. stats for awhile
b4 i go sleep ba~
nite all~

morning all~

2009-07-29T08:15:00.002+07:00

morning all. hehehe
hoahm. time shows 9.18 am ady
so it means i must go to uni lor~
today's lectures r: business law n mob
workshop: BS.
huwaahh.
'tiap hr kuliah jd tkut ma assignment'
i haven't done anything~ o.O
wish me HUGE luck yahh guys.
oke dehh.
mandi dlo~
won't be late to meet him!
him? who is he? lol
-to be continued-

stupidity~

2009-07-28T21:00:00.004+07:00

eat alot after the BL workshop~

devin
erick
fitria
isra
jacqueline
pricilla
richard
stevano

lazy bum*

2009-07-27T20:48:00.004+07:00

haiyoo.

i don't noe y today i feel so lazy whole day long
but i am happy in the same way
nguik. nguik.

got 3 classes today.
so only spend 3 hours at uni
but i really hate ms. M!
i can't tell u here.
she teaches us BS practical.
gosh~
"anjiing anjiingg.. taee taeee.."
those words always come out from me n my fren's mouth
bcoz of her act!
u dowan teach us then do not come lor~ we oso dowan to hear ur lesson~
gooosshh!
most of the student ady got angry by her!
gggrrrr~~~~

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now i just back from eat dinner
with my friends.
ber- 10.
seruuuu~
ketawa2...
bkin resto ramaiii la~ :)

ahh okay la..
won't waisting time here
got some MOB pages must read
tomorrow MOB tutorial is at 9.30
TT

wan an~
ti amo~

suddenly miss my home!

2009-07-27T07:59:00.003+07:00

before take off to m'sia.

full of sadness. that time :(

my family went to my grandpa n grandma's grave.
one day before went here.

take care kung2.
desember dede jenguk kung2 lg yaaa. :)

me n papa.
saranghaeyo~

oh shit.
suddenly right after i open my eyes this morning,
at 9 am,
i miss my hometown
miss jakarta.
miss lampung.
all.
papa. mama. koko.
aunties. and frenss. :(
i noe it's just a usual homesick
but everytime i look my family photos,
my mind is fulled with them again.
n so is my heart.
love u papa.
love u mama.
love u koko.
love u all.
owyahhh~
after writing this blog,
i'm going to sms my auntie,
i remember the day i go to m'sia,
she said: " deee..tar klo ud d m'sia,
jgn lupa sekali2 sms kuku yah.
biar kuku gag kangen. :) "
hikss.
uda 2 mgg ga sms dy.
tar sms ahh~ huff..

yd lnjut tar mlm ajahh ahh~
i need to take a bath
class at 10.30

Families are the compass that guide us.
They are the inspiration to reach great heights,
and our comfort when we occasionally falter.

photos~

2009-07-26T22:05:00.002+07:00

@ medan. rock cafe :p

waiting 4 shuttle bus~

@ pool

@ pyramid toilet

@ back of KLCC ^^